Living life to the fullest

2011-08-29T22:43:00.006+08:00

It was a great day afterall.
Knocking off at 2pm was SHIOKNESS.

Take my own sweet time to travel back to east..
Met WL. Chatted for quite long.
Great catchup. We should meet up with the few of them.

Finally, made a trip to have a haircut.
Wanted a trim n maybe a change in color tone...
N omg, my hairstylist just snapped away 4inches of my hair (at least).
so worried about the length n how would i look with shoulder length hair...
N also the color.. omg...

I can say, the outcome looks acceptable... maybe the length is too short. longer abit will be great =)

Hoping that by end of yr towards CNY, my hair will grow just in time for another slight change.
Hehe.
Change in hairstyle, hoping a better luck.

Few days back, met up with ex-sup n current colleagues for short dinner.
Celebrating her birthday.

Really miss those times when we talked everything under the sun.
I don't think we can ever do it now.
Hoping that our friendship won't turn sour, but stronger.

P.s: I m so proud of myself writing those korean words in the wishing card.
Time to learn some Korean languages.. keke

Had a chance to visit the museum too.
Since it's free entry to public =)

Terracotta warriors = 兵马俑 (check out the history: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Terracotta_Army)

Managed to see a pic from ex-sup about 兵马俑. She's over at Xi'an previously. I think if you're seriously interested in knowing chinese history, it's best u make a trip to the place itself to witness it.

Museums are normal. Quite bored at times. But quite fun to visit once in awhile.

My eve of PH just ended like that.
Doing nothing. How great can it be.
Hope everything is getting better.

N did i mention? I simply love reading to mummy's blog. It's so interesting and some of the posts were actually how i felt but i just can't express it out. How lousy can I be.
Haiz.

Check out this post (sounds like me):

有一種女孩在陌生人面前會很安靜，很冷漠，在熟人面前卻很放肆，很霸道，她只是很單純的認為，大家打打鬧鬧，罵罵笑笑，表示更親切，更不分你我。

這一種女孩不談戀愛，只是因为在不能確定自己能否付出的前提下去接受，因為不想傷害。

這一種女孩偶爾看到街上的情侶時，也會羡慕，也會幻想著將來自己的戀愛該是多麼的溫柔，多麼的甜蜜。

這一種女孩，喜歡和自己的姐妹在一起打鬧，大呼小叫。即使沒有男朋友，在她的世界裏，也有她的驕傲。

這一種女孩也會偶爾的憂鬱，朋友問她怎麼了她也只會說沒事。其實她只是感覺累了，她只是需要一個擁抱。

這種女孩不會輕易戀愛，戀愛了一定會好好珍惜。她會驕傲的拉著他的手大街小逛， ~不要認為她放肆，她只是答應過姐妹們幸福要大家一塊分享。

這樣的女孩戀愛的時候，喜歡大事聽男孩的而在小事上調皮，耍賴。不要認為她太小氣，蠻不講理，其實在她調皮的習慣裏已經收斂不少。

這樣的女孩不允許男孩的背叛，如果男孩真的辦了對不起她的事，她一定會狠心的離開你。不要怪她太絕情。

這樣的女孩失戀的時候會在別人面前裝的很好，大聲的笑，放聲的鬧。當姐妹心疼的說：“你沒事吧？”她會放下她所有的驕傲，趴到姐妹懷裏哭。哭完了，苦笑一聲：沒想到我還會為一個男的哭。

如果你喜歡上她，請你好好珍惜她。這樣的女孩、太傻，請你別讓她受傷。

若她喜歡上你，請你不要在她的世界裏消失。她沒有更多的要求，不會打擾你的生活。她只是想靜靜的看著你，當你的觀眾，僅此而已。

這一種女孩就以這樣的方式生活著，她有她的夢想，她的希望。

她時而快樂，時而憂傷；
時而鬱悶，時而瘋狂；
時而邪惡，時而善良；
時而脆弱，時而堅強！
你可以說她傻，也可以罵她笨，也可以說她冷，
但是她還是生活在自己的世界裏，希望做一個幸福、善良的孩子！

-Interesting piece adapted from wretch blog-

2011-08-15T20:28:00.016+08:00

Hallo..Time flies.. it's been 3months since i enter this blog...
Not i neglect this precious space of mine...
It's just that there are too much things in my mind.. too much till I tend to forget..
maybe i choose to forget...

Apart for studies and work.. life has been pretty good for me..
Busy with meeting up with friends...
But yet, there are still friends that I haven't got the chance to meet them..
Too bad, time is never enough..

Let pictures speak a thousand words....

Virgin trip to USS!!
The orange one is my sup
The brown strips is my new leader

my lovely colleagues..

conquering the mummies!

Far Far Away Land

They said I look like her -_-

Penguins!!!

So Cute ah?

A grp pic of our clique...

A visit to Paulaner - Farewell Dinner

Our Clique

My new leader... we're quarreling almost every single day...without fail...
i swear my yr end appraisal will be marked down for sure... haiz
there goes my bonus.....

The ladies..

Cheersss!

Me n her =)
I miss those days that we're so so so close.. shared everything under the sun..
How I wish...

Finish a bottle within 5-10mins!!

Nice scenery ah

Me with 2 glasses of wine =)
Life is just about enjoying...

Nice pic right?

Me n BFF

3 of us =)

She's back for summer holidays!

Beer again!!

Me n ting

10yrs of friendship!

The gals

3 of us =)

Poly Class gathering
EX-CP attended this gathering!!
After graduation for 3yrs...

Darling n mi =)

Just us! really Thank god we're still in contact...
*loves*

That's all e wonderful memories for e past few weeks...
Now is back to work n studies again =(

2011-06-28T22:08:00.003+08:00

I think I am moving towards the "screaming" part... can't seem to enjoy the ride..
Exams in less than 2wks.. I am feeling worried...

2011-06-22T23:06:00.003+08:00

i m desperate for 2013 to arrive.
Simply becos i want to GRADUATE!!

Life simply not enjoyable for now.

how i wish.............

2011-06-05T23:15:00.006+08:00

Wkends are very very precious to me.
Spending wisely with my dear friends n loved ones.

Last wkend was super duper fun!
A day that I was looking forward...
Poly Gathering!!
It's like a yearly event! wwoohoooo..

Kite Flying =)

Been to barrage twice or so.. but it was late at night..
Finally got the chance to go during the daylight.

Event was happening on that day = Flooded with people
How great huh?

Look at the amount of kites up there..
It was indeed beautiful.

Caught a pair of couple taking wedding pics.
Lovely.

Me with this SUPER BIG kite.
It's pretty but not easy to fly up there.. haha

It's a MUST to take pics with my dearest friends =)
N I must say, i really love this pic.. super natural.

Mummy n Me =)
I do miss those days gossiping with her n sharing things with her..
Awwwww...

Me n Darling.. She's still so pretty n always..
Hope we can hang out more often... =)

How can I miss taking a shot of the beautiful sunset *loves*

A timer shot with the sunset. Beautiful.

Trying out with alex's suggestion.
We do look great.. except Alex's double chin...
OOPSSSSSSSSSS

We left the place at 7pm to meet the rest for dinner at MS.
The Manhattan Fish was the dining place.

Tried out my Polaroid =)

Beautiful huh?
Each of us kept one =)

Lastly a group pic.
How nice huh? After 6yrs, we're still in contact.
I just wish this kind of gathering will still exist in the future...
I hope for more of such gatherings.. Oh yes, I m greedy..

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N today, had a dinner date with ping.
How sweet!

We went for pedicure... I chose a lovely color for her while she laughed at my dull color =(
I m thinking to draw polka dots on my toes now!! hahaha

Dinner at 5plus is madness.. Consider early i guess..
It was at LENAS!
Heard that it's pretty famous for their desserts.

We choose a main for each of us....

It's been ages since we took pics with food...
I rmb we always do this back in poly days.. Oh gosh, it's like 3yrs back AT LEAST..
-_- "

Gossiping n chit chatting were the greatest topic n things to do on earth...
Without wasting any brain cells.. hahaha..

N how could we miss ordering dessert =)

Banana fritters with chocolate ice-cream.
Woah! how sinful.. BUT WHO CARES *winks*

It's super yummy. Thank god we tried that!

Shopping around n Bugis is just so so boring...
Not within our shopping places anymore..

Finally took a pic before we leave *winks*
Perfect pic!
(of cos, with my fabulous skills! haha)

N a Polaroid pic =)

It was a simple n enjoyable date.
Looking forward for more.

2011-05-28T00:43:00.004+08:00

Hello ppl, It's WKENDS!!
Woohoo~

Tiring week. Didn't manage to sleep enough since Saturday.
Oh gosh.

Anyway, last saturday was a super tiring yet fun day except for some minor unhappiness.
Worked for afew hrs. N this is a freaking small world....
The company that I was working for, was the company that my cousin is working at!!!

Oh well, I became her in-charge leading them for the games =)

Weather was fine initially.... BUT after we praised the weather.... IT RAINED!! HEAVILY...
-_- " we ran ran ran.... under the rain....
Back to the final destination, it was the final SHOWDOWN...
Q&A session.. My Cousin's team won =)
Yu Ren Sheng Vouchers for them! WHeeeeeeeeee...

Next line up, Bowlingggggggggggggg
Guys went for pool session first... Few hrs later, back to bowling alley...

13 of us... Aiyoo...
We formed 3 teams.. Majiam competition..
N yea, i forgotten who suggested that the winning team will not required to pay for the food $$..
OMG

Everyone was freaking serious n excited during the games...
Calculating the scores n screaming whenever someone strikes...
Tsktsk.. I think the rest of people in the alley were thinking that we're from a company having internal competition!! laughs..

Everyone sticking their butt on the seats.
Damm exciting..
Eventhough, I suck at bowling, it was fun overall.
We should have this kind of event monthly =)

Next, we checked-in to the Goldkist Chalet.
Carpark was horrible.
Chalet was kinda nt worth.
But well, the company is worth =)

BBQ food, chit chat, drinking session as usual...
All the laughter ended early in the morning... with LYP n WL laughter...
Aiyo yo...

Thank god almost all of them were there.
It's been pretty long since everyone hang out as a full attendance.

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Another happy thing that added to my list =)
Polarid ARRIVE!!!

I ordered on Sun NIGHT! n it arrived on WED!!
SUPER FAST N EFFICIENT...All the way from KOREA!!
WOOHOO~~

Happy happy. Shall use it tml =)
Kite Flying plus picnic plus gathering.. Wheee
Super excited. *Cross Fingers* for nice weather

2011-05-17T23:58:00.004+08:00

It's a public holi... should be a day where by u slp till 爽爽
But thanks to my dearest mum, demanded us to wake up n ready by 7am.
SIAO!

Dragged there n got hm by 9am.. back to bed n slp till 12 =)
Got out of hus for lunch n met up with ping n serene...
It's been more than half a yr since i meet up with serene...
tsktsk

Yummy. Jap food again.
I think i will get sick of it soon. Oopss

3 of us since last year.

Ms serene purposely zoom in... -_-

Snapping at me while i m looking at my phone..

Serene's kate spade.. purse + hp case
Remind us of TPL!! LOL

2 of us =)

We headed KTV w/o serene since she had a bad headache. Poor gal.
YES! KTV AGAIN! wah piang.. i tink i gotta stop singing for awhile.

First time to Cash Studio.
Don't think will hav a 2nd time.
LOL

Ping's BF!!
He's just so freaking handsome.. OMG

Some old schl disco lights

Shall end this post with our pic =)
Had a great time with both them. Shall arrange soon.

Oh ya, time for some great songs to intro =)

Price tag!!!!!!!!!!
$$$$$

方大同 - 好不容易

太多人失意
太多人忘記
太多人都說愛情失重無影
愛也許是我的
愛也許是他的
愛也需要你做媒

聽說人呻鳴
聽說人分離
聽說人都說愛也無法證明
壞別在數我的
怪別在訴她的
再也不視你的美

*我在這裡
帶著你
很值得
一直我會愛著你
心服的
心不捨
一切都不可思議
因為愛的只有你
我已換了自己
我意識到
好不容易好不容易
好不容易愛到你

總有人堅定
總有人相信
總有人懂得愛能深刻無底
愛也許是我的
愛也許是她的
愛也許要你做媒

Repeat *

我還有萬事不會
已聽不少無可到老的承諾
世界裡有多少胡不歸
而我有我知己
陪我度過四季
沒有什麼在這一生可求

2011-05-15T21:44:00.015+08:00

Oh well, I m back... after getting "scolded" by my bestie LYP!
haha.
Thank u for supporting my blog yea?

So here m I, back with updates.
Let's see what I have got...hmmm..

Exams ended like 2 wks back?
The last paper was horrible.. I've got 15questions to answer within 2hrs.. N i spent 30mins STONING!! *Just kill me*
My brain was super emptied. ARRGHH. I spent like 4days studying (erm sound very little.. but it's quite alot..oops) Oh well, it ended n i only did a complete 4 questions! another few was half answered.. Good luck to myself.. arrggh.. How to get all Bs for all 3 subjects?!!

Pray hard that on 30th of May, i won't cry! LOL
Last paper ended at 3pm n my classmates n I went KARAOKE!!
Actually, it's the first time we went together.. (deep in my heart, i was thinking will i mulu myself by singing out of tune!!!) Thank god, I was on form that day (i guess).
Dinner was KOREAN BBQ at Tanjong Katong.. Oh gosh, it was MEAT MEAT MEAT..
Carpet of MEAT!! Didn't get to take any pics...
Not too bad for a korean BBQ, pork, beef, chicken are nicely marinated.
Great place to sit down n slowly eat.

The following sat, i went KARAOKE AGAIN!! hahaha.. this time round, with my bitchy sis =)
Dragged her along for some entertainment before meeting dumb dumb.
Simply love singing... DESTRESS!!! But i always go out of tune nowadays.. Tsktsk..

After Karaoke, it was movie date! Finally got to watch THOR!
Everyone was saying how nice this movie is!
Esp, HAMMER VS LIGHTNING....Which means, WP VS PAP...
Oh well, on that day, it was GE too!! hahaha.

THOR was super duper HOT, hot in sense that he has a great body...
Actress was super pretty..Natalie Portman. Pretty lady..
But overall, plot was normal. Nothing much.

Rushed back home to witness the first ever GE in my life (as I made my virgin vote!!)
I voted early in the morning, accompanying my mum to the voting centre... which is only 10mins from my house... BUT she took more than an hr to travel to n fro. Zzzz
Apparently, votes are not secret anymore. Everyone is like sharing n discussing who you've voted. It really depends on individual. N well, it's obvious that WP will win so many of the people's votes. N it's a pity that GY has to leave.
It's gotta get more excited in the next few GE.

Back to work n school on the following mon.. *Yawns*
No holidays for me. Another 2 n a half term for me. Torture.
2 modules and exams are on 9th and 11th jul. Oh god.
Hopefully, I can score better once again.

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Arranged a meet up with my dearly cousin on a tue evening.
We came across to this Goodwood Park Hotel roadshow, selling Durian Puffs!
Yummy.

It really taste so nice!! Durian Buffet starting soon at their Hotel from end of May to mid Jul!
Hope I get the chance to make a trip down to taste it =)

Back to the dinner date with my cousin. Last yr, I attended her wedding. Being one of her sisters, how fun it was. Time flies, n guess what? She's pregnant!!!

A lovely pic with bride n groom n my mummy, sis n my cute ah ma.

Such a pretty bride =)

ME helping her! it was back in Jan 2010.
And now, in 2011, She's going to be a mother of a bb boy!!

She's complaining that she gained weight! BUT her arms n etc, not fat leh.. aiyo.
Heard from her that whenever she listens to those dance tracks, her bb will dance.. OMG...
She also mentioned that, she drove calmer and more steady after having him... OMG...
Clubber plus racer~~ hahaha..
Anyway, hope to meet her soon before she give birth =)

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It was work day once again... But it's the most embarrassing day in my whole LIFE (for now)
I was freaking sleepy on that day... I didn't peek / look at myself after I'd dressed up n got out of house.
I left my house, took the lift, took the bus, took the mrt, slept like nobody's business on train, alighted and walked a long road to take the company transport, alighted and walked to my office, and finally sat down and changed into slippers.... N this was what I found out...........

WAH PIANG!! I WORE THE WRONG SHOES~~
WRONG SHOES in the sense that it's from DIFFERENT pairs... WAH LAU!!!!!!
N I walked and traveled from tamp to TUAS without REALIZING!!!!
I really wonder how many ppl noticed that?!!
You can roughly guess how sleepy I was...

So mulu la... aiyo... I hope there's no more next time for such things...
Tsktsk..

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Thur was a dinner date with Ting n KL.
Rare guest: KL

It was after oct 2010 since I last met up my ting.. Aiyo.. she was / is my BFF leh...
Dinner was at Raffles Shopping Basement.
Crepe.

KL mentioned that it was a expensive roti prata..
Tsktsk.

That was him.

Me n ting.
Polka dots VS Strips. haha

Snap snap

Super BIG eyes!

3 of us =)

Shy her VS Whatever face him

It was a short yet fun meet up. Updates from all of us.
Memories of the past. The most frequent sentences mentioned,"how i wished i was a kid",
"I hate growing up", "Working is boring"

Oh well, sweet memories of the past. N now, struggling to curve out our own path.

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Finally, it was FRIDAY!! But having schl on a friday, didn't make me feel happy.
Glad that there was a chill-out session after schl.

It's just me, alex n ruben... Shah joined us after 12am.. Zzzz
Our dearest Alex drove me n ruben... Driving us with his own car.
HAHA.

Sunset Bay at ecp was the place chosen.

Wild mushrooms. It was a cold dish. Not too bad.

Great catch up with them.
Schl. Work. GE. Investments. Ppl. Life. Memories. Future.
Hope to have more of such meet up often.
Gotta catch up with the rest soon on 28th May. Looking forward =)

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Wkends... Shopping Shopping Shopping.
I m freaking BROKE this FREAKING month..
Aiyo, too much shopping n dinner n meet ups..
Esp when I have to pay for my sis.... Tsktsk..

Do we look alike? Hmmm

Wore this super pink knitted top... Super like it...
But, it's a love-hate r/s with this top... The thread comes out easily! N a few parts were destroyed... cos the thread come out.. I guess i can only wear a few more times only =(

Shopping at TM was like a weekly routine. -_-"

Headed to town with Mr bf.
It was Jap food for dinner once again.
Apparently, almost every wk we had jap food.
Hmmmm..

A place located at Far East Plaza.
Famous for their grilled food.

Sashimi was alright too.

After shopping at town, it was movie date again back in east.
Fast and Furious 5!!
Once again, everyone was saying, it's a MUST watch movie.
I didn't catch the previous 4 parts.. So not much of a comment or looking forward thingy.

N I was thinking why parents bring their children to watch such violence movie!!

It was a GREAT movie!! much better than THOR..
Plot was great. Actors and Actress were pretty and handsome.. Even the ROCK was damm handsome.. hahahaa..
It was an exciting movie. Loving it.

I gotta spend some time watching the previous 4 parts.. haha..

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A sunday (today) well-spent with my dearest sis AGAIN.
Went for a porridge buffet at Suntec.

Hungry her.

Food wasn't that great. Don't think I'll dine there again.

It was shopping day. AGAIN.
No more shopping for me till next pay. OOPS.

Just the two of us.
Didn't manage to get her Pentax camera.
Went to several places n spore just don't carry that particular model. Hmmmm.
Maybe we'll destined to get canon DSLR. Tsktsk.
My bank money gotta decease greatly soon.
Haiz.

Time check: 11.24pm
There's work and schl tml =(
On a happier side, public holi on tue =)
Gathering on this Sat!! Wheee... It's been a long time since we meet up.

Till then~

2011-04-07T21:29:00.002+08:00

No life = No pictures.
My life has been lifeless once again.

I m left with 1 quiz, 1 assignment, 3 lab reports and 2 projects.
In 2 wks time, it's my sem exams.
HOLY SHIT.

I am totally unprepared.
ONCE AGAIN.

I can never be prepared for my exams.
NEVER!

Sick n tired of my life now.
I want the old me back... It's just different.

忘了什么是生活情绪

2011-03-28T22:12:00.003+08:00

Don't ask me what's with the above song.. But I just love it...
LOL

Work was horrible last 2 weeks. TL was away. Left me with the team.
Horrible. I witnessed how things were managed etc.
Not the way I wanted to be. But it's not within my control.

It really make me wonder if I m suitable in this field.
*thinking*

Newbies came in. New fresh blood.
Reminds me of those days when I first entered.
When I was a fresh graduate.
Oh my. I sounded old now.
Freaking hell.

Schl was torturing.. With 4lab reports, 2assigments, 2projects, 2quizzes... n exams starting at 23rd APRIL!
Less than a month n there's so many freaking things to complete.
HOLY SHIT!

Good luck to myself.
I really need that.
JIAYOU to all my dear FRIENDS too!

2011-03-17T22:34:00.002+08:00

Recently, i was being told that my 脾气很暴躁。。
Isit?

Maybe becos i have datelines to meet at work - giving me a bunch of newbies to train n schl work is driving me crazy.

Guess what?
I scolded those newbies....
See the following statement I made within today:
1. Me to the newbie,"I wanna slap u!!""Y u draft ur email till so messy!!"

*Note: I was saying in a joking yet serious manner... Hope that person don't take it to heart

2. Me to another newbie,"Y u haven't draft email?!!! I thg i told u to draft.. Don't u know I have datelines to meet... If u don't know, u shd call n ask ME!!"

**Note: To me, I felt that I was only raising my voice, not to the extent that i scolded him...
But well, apparently I m sure they're afraid of me now.... Tsktsk...

What can i conclude from e above?!
Maybe it's time for me to 面壁思过。。。

2011-03-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

HAHA!! all lies... how true can that be?!!

2011-03-13T22:47:00.002+08:00

如果还有明天。。。。

你想做什么。。。

海啸来的太可怕了。。让我们无法相信。。
I have yet to travel around the world... n all these Tsunamis, earthquakes, volcano eruptions, nuclear plant radiation... is making us believe that world is ending soon... in 2012...
How true isit?

I'll never want it to happen so fast. I have so many things that I m looking forward to do in the future... I don't wish to witness any disasters =(

Cherish n treasure what u have.

2011-03-07T22:12:00.001+08:00

2011-03-05T14:30:00.003+08:00

It's officially weekends ppl!
Oh well, weekends are meaningless to me for now.

Just finish doing chores.
Tried to do more since my sis have to do it during weekdays. I m so paiseh to ask her to even do on weekends.
But it's just that my mum will nv be satisfied with what i have done.. When I disagree with her instructions, she will threw temper n give me attitude. I have to keep quiet n stop stepping on her.

Trust me, the only place I would enjoy myself is to be at my workplace.
Even though, I have lots of complaints for my work. But, it's the only place that I feel comfortable. I know what m I doing, having a higher confidence level.

No matter where I go, what I do now....
It still feels sucky.
I don't know how to describe, but it's just like I don't feel worth.

I got to know my ah ma got discharged. You may think it's a piece of good news.
But in actual fact, I fear more. At least in the hospital, the docs n nurses can take care of her in a way.
Now that she's back home, she has no professional ppl to take care of her.
Worst of all, she's still having fever, n yet, my uncle thinks that taking panadol will continue to damage her liver.
what can I do...

Time is never enough for me. I need to breathe...
I hope i can do more.
I really do...

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Thank god yest night was not too bad.
Last min session out with ass n wl.
A super short KTV session. 1 hr.
It just good to sit down n listen.

It's simple.
Sometimes it's the best when things become simpler.

拼甚麼

2011-02-26T11:05:00.001+08:00

人群走了灯光不在场地凌乱
太多情绪显得相爱想听很难
讽刺怀疑总是很酸一路纠缠
冷眼冷语不看不管心却敏感

路灯擦亮午夜车窗像泪光闪闪
想要跟谁温暖的交谈
却只有我和孤单
早上匆匆忙忙出门时
好在有灯忘了关
想谁牵谁等了整夜要给我陪伴

我在拼什么
在意什么最多
为了什么又累又寂寞
不怕别人误会了
就怕最在乎的人也不想懂

有些时候我会做梦
盼望回过头你在身后
温柔看我没有不快乐
没有逼我做抉择

懂我拼什么
懂我最宝贝你了

懂你让我多痛

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我在拼什么
在意什么最多
为了什么又累又寂寞
不怕别人误会了
就怕最在乎的人也不想懂
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很感人的一首歌。。
到底在拼什么？
我不知道。。不清楚。。
是为了自己还是为了他人。。
我清楚，人的一生只活一次。。
但往往不知不觉，过着不是想象中理想的生活。
真可怜。

可能，现在正努力的拼。。
拼出自己想象中的未来。。
而过程往往是辛苦的。。
希望坚持到底，能拼出自己想要的未来。。

如果你也在拼，加油哦！

[Sina Music] 黄小琥【重来】萧淑慎出镜

2011-02-20T22:30:00.000+08:00

2011-02-20T21:46:00.002+08:00

Hello there, I m still alive, it's just that i've neglected this poor space of mine..
Pardon me for not updating..
I've lots n lots n lots of stuff to update, but it's just that, time is always not enough for me.
N too many things happened.

Definitely, not a very good CNY for me.
It's the first CNY that I didn't gamble...
It's the first CNY that I didn't have sharkfins..
It's the first CNY that I've to do visiting at the hospital.
Not just one, but 2 hospitals.

Thanks to the shocking accident by my mum.
She slipped and fractured her ankle..A right ankle became a right angle ankle.
How about that.
No matter how many things I've told her to throw away her lousy slippers, she just won't listen.
N now, this accident really happen.
As early as 8am in the morning, she called n woke me up. TO SAVE HER.
Changing n running to the scene really prove that i m growing older...My actions are becoming slower.. arrghhh
Got on cab n sent her to CGH - a hospital that i sweared i wont go...
X-ray done, announced that she required an operation to insert metal plate n screws to screw her ankle back to position.
Admitted. There goes all our plans.
Initial plan was to visit my ah ma, pray at some temple den watch movie at GV - bookings were made.
But well, she ended in the operating theatre instead of movie theatre.

I was so panicked since the morning when she called me, I accompanied her at the A&E.
Didn't know what I should do....Worrying.. Crying..
She apologized to me... But what can I say?
U're my mother and I am responsible to take care of u.

Operation went smoothly. She got discharged on the 3rd day.
Another worry came in... whose gotta be at home to take care of her?
She can only sit on the wheelchair... she has trouble going to the toilet...
I guess lao tian ye knows we depend on her too much that it's time for us to be independent.

We have to do all the housework... It always drives me crazy when doing housework...
I hate it.. But still, I have no choice.. My sis is crazy mugging for her exams.. N me, my quizzes are coming.. I have yet to start studying.. I just feel like quitting out of a sudden.. but i know i m desperate to graduate ASAP..becos I know I need a degree in order to survive even longer..

Quarrels came in within our family. A moment whereby I m breaking down n I feel like leaving this house. A moment whereby I don't feel safe at home. It's not a proud thing to announce the above. As an adult, my responsibilities become heavier. It's so heavy that I fear.

I just hope that my mum can recover asap, able to walk like normal. So that I won't have to stay at home so often. Becos, it's not the kind of home I wish for, anymore.

I am just grateful that I have my friends and bf with me.
I really appreciate it. It's the strength from them that stops me from breaking down.
Even though I still cry easily.

Thank u my dear friends.

I'll be back with some normal updates. I hope.
Take care ppl. Time for me to take my antibiotics.

2011-01-20T00:04:00.002+08:00

I think the purpose of this blog is just to let me vent out my anger.

Seriously, I just feel like leaving this place n just head out for a vacation.
Criteria are just rubbish.. Not even within the criteria..
M i really such useless?

I really doubt my ability. Actions speak louder than words.
But i dont see any actions done.
Y cant they just name it. If only i can slap them upside down.
But that's not the way.

My sis told me this,"No choice, because that is life n we have to face it by wearing a mask"

I have to force myself to accept this fact that I NEVER wanted to admit.

2011-01-02T00:27:00.002+08:00

Oh well, HELLO 2011!!

What were u doing on the last day of 2010?
What were u doing on the first day of 2011?

Guess I m growing older... No countdowns for me =(
Basically, there's no programmes.. Hopefully this year will have a friends gathering n hav fun together!

NEW year resolutions?
I guess it's quite useless to make resolutions without fulfilling it.. OOPS..
Just hope my grandma can recover soon.
Just wanna make sure i can score better for uni.
Just wanna make sure i CAN LOSE WEIGHT (hopefully back to 45kg sia.. the fats are haunting me since i started studying)
Just hope i can cry lesser n laugh more.
I NEED A NEW JOB (hopefully same pay~ it's been a year since i wanna change for a new job.. OMG)

I just hope that 2011 will be a better year..
I can still rmb how enjoyable the later part of 2009 was.. How happening n fun it was..
N now, 2010 just ended.. A roller coaster ride for me in 2010.. lots of tears.. unhappines..
Hopefully, 2011 can be filled with joy, happiness n love.

2010-12-27T18:40:00.001+08:00

If u're wondering y I m so upset over my ah ma's condition. She's e one taking care of me since I was born. Feeding me, bathing me, taking care of my meals n etc. E bond is thr, no matter how old m I now. I m grateful for everything she has done. I can't do anything to help her, i just feel helpless n useless. If only time can rewind, I will send her to e right doc to treat her in time.

I pray.

2010-12-22T23:53:00.006+08:00

Hello.. Just wanna say my blog is not dead yet..
Wanted to blog since my bd.. But well, nth much for this yr bd..
Maybe becos last yr's bd was so fantastic n i felt that there's nth much to look forward this yr.
But well, I've grow older once again.. More responsibility.. Burden becomes heavier.. Oh god.

After my bd was preparing of exams.. It was madness.. Since I didn't revise a SHIT since my quizzes.. n my quizzes were like SHIT.. cos i failed almost all my quizzes...
Thanks for my classmates.. Giving me last min revision.. Chiong-ing like siao cha bor..
Gaining weight like nobody's business...
But well, at least it's worth!! COS i RECEIVED MY RESULTS YEST!! DAMM! I was FREAKING HELL NERVOUS! reason? I dreamt that i FAIL la... OMG...
Damm heng... one of the KILLER subject... i just pass... I was screaming like mad woman... OMG...
Well, at least i pass.. eventhough my CAP drop like SIAO..

NOW, i can officially progress to YEAR 2 =)
arrghh.. still have more than half to go.. hope i can survive!!

After exams... i went batam for a short gateway.. it's like 2d1n
Not too bad... but i won't want return to there if possible..
oops.... cos it's like a 2nd singapore...

After that... i got to know my ah ma condition went worst..
Worst till she had to get admitted to hospital..
It's been close to a week for now.. N I've been spending most of my time over there..

She scares to be alone...
She scares she will not recover..
She scares no one would want to take care of her...
She scares that no one will give her money..
She scares that no one would want to visit her...
She worry too much...
Becos... She'll nv be alone..
N I really hope the doc can do their best to cure her...
Becos I want her to witness my graduation.. Take graduation pic with me..
I want her to be proud of me that I am a uni graduate from a local uni...
I want her to go around telling ppl that her grandchild is so capable...
N I want her to even witness my wedding day...
I really hope so...

Hope my ah ma can be still as playful n cheeky as before...

Hope my ah ma can smile as beautiful as before...

Hope she still can chat n play with my friends...

Pray. That's all I can do.
Visit her n talk to her so that she won't feel lonely...
Even though she will throw her temper n scold me n chase me away...
I hope i can control my tears when I see her screaming for help to get away from those machines n medicines...

We were so afraid that her memory will fail...
We were so afraid that she will not recognize us...

I'll always ask her if she knows who I m..
She will nod her head n smile... N say my name...
I smile... n hold back my tears...

Glad that she still remember me...
N I really hope she can recover... even after what the doc said..

I hope n I pray.

2010-11-03T23:46:00.006+08:00

Received my first Birthday present...
Not from my bf...
Not from my family....
Not from my besties or friends....

It's from my colleagues... 2yrs n counting...
This grp of colleagues... Whom i can always rely on them...
Not just colleagues i guess....
If there's ever a chance for me to leave this place, i guess they are the ones that I won't bear to leave...

My coordinator left us last dec... leaving the 5 of us here...
Struggling to adapt the changes... the people... the way of working...
It's never easy to adapt work life without her...
At least now, we are on our own... making decisions and etc...

I am glad that i know them...
Appreciate.
Grateful.
Thankful.

Last year, for my 21st bd...
They gave me a surprise birthday celebration...

The hand-made card... and also cash for my 21st birthday....

Now, it's 22nd (soon to be) birthday...
They gave me cash again....

Not a large sum.... but it's the thought that counts...
Really appreciated...
Apparently, it seems that they know i m short of $$.. HAHAHAHA

2010-10-23T15:28:00.002+08:00

I still find it strange to stay at home on a SATURDAY!
Instead of studying and doing reports.... I choose to rot....

Yest nite had dinner and shopping with sister...
Bought vit C n some herbal stuff to improve my "qi" or whatsoever...just to prevent myself from falling sick....
Catch up with wl n ass... lyp fell aslp at hm...
Just realise all of us getting older... laughs... we're counting that we've graduated for 5yrs blah blah blah... how to earn more $ blah blah blah....
How to earn more $? But $ is NEVER enough.
Tsk tsk...

Watching videos... my weekly dosage..
New songs!!

By elva - 错的人

明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬
朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真正的可笑

爱得太真太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕
我太笨明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身

明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬
朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正可笑

爱得太真太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕
我太笨明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身

可能在爱里面这样算笨
可能永远没有所谓永恒
但是我不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

爱得太真太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易不顾一切满是伤痕
我太笨明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身

我太笨明知道你是错的人

明知道这不是缘分
但我相信有点可能

蔡依林 Jolin Tsai - 无言以对 Nothing Left to Say

Save as Draft

窗外天亮了房里还是有点黑
一整夜阖着双眼失眠有点累
转过身我拥抱着双人床孤单的棉被
清晨这一刻谁陪你喝咖啡
爱情璀璨后粉碎像流星划过后下坠
你说我们是同类你缺少的我无法给

你把爱作废借口多刺耳迂回
there is nothing
left to say
你沉默流泪是不是无言以对
there is nothing
left to say
就算心碎就算崩溃
就算难过那么深邃
别给我安慰那只是美丽的虚伪
there is nothing
left to say

窗外天亮了房里还是有点黑
一整夜阖着双眼失眠有点累
转过身我拥抱着双人床孤单的棉被
清晨这一刻谁陪你喝咖啡
爱情璀璨后粉碎像流星划过后下坠
你说我们是同类你缺少的我无法给

你把爱作废借口多刺耳迂回
there is nothing
left to say
你沉默流泪是不是无言以对
there is nothing
left to say
就算心碎就算崩溃
就算难过那么深邃
别给我安慰那只是美丽的虚伪
there is nothing
left to say
to say hey yeah
there is nothing
to say
to say hey yeah
there is nothing
to say

说错对比是非
究竟还是无路可退
说不恨你那是自己口是心非
无所谓无所谓
回忆却像只贴身鬼魅
无处躲多狼狈你把爱作废
借口多刺耳迂回
there is nothing
left to say
你沉默流泪是不是无言以对
there is nothing
left to say
就算心碎就算崩溃
就算难过那么深邃
别给我安慰那只是美丽的虚伪
there is nothing
left to say
to say hey teah
there is nothing
to say
to say hey teah
there is nothing
left to say

2010-10-19T12:38:00.003+08:00

Just a daily update... other than my updates n grumbles about schl work..
haha... finally went to catch a movie... it's been a month since I had a movie date..
tsktsk..

Wanted to catch Eat.Pray.Love.
But reviews were not very good... So I switched to watch LIFE AS WE KNOW IT

Great movie.
Laughter.Tear.Romance.

A movie about their best friends died and left their baby for THEM to take care.
In the will, it stated, both of them were suppose to take care of them TOGETHER.
A baby disrupts their daily life. Changed their life totally.
A baby brought them together. Allow them to fall in love.

Pretty Actress. Handsome Actor. Cute baby.
Plot was great. Ending was a fairytale ending.
Laughter and Tears.

As this is LIFE, we know it.

2010-10-19T12:15:00.002+08:00

OMG...it's been a month since I blogged...
pardon me...

Studies driving me nuts as usual...
I've took 2 quizzes for 3 different modules...
N I failed 3 of them... haiz... Even got an egg for one of it...
I've NEVER gotten an egg for my tests BEFORE in my LIFE.
How to study? TELL me?!

U can sense how upset n demoralizing, I am.
I just pray that I can clear all 3 modules for now...
Exams in early dec.

Good luck to myself.

2010-09-27T18:16:00.001+08:00

One wk of recess wk just ended.
I can just conclude, 'ups n downs'! Drama wk for me, barely can breathe.

Thankfully I hav a grp of friends that really know, understand me.

Friday, sat n sun were great.
Great catch up with gal; ass, wl n lyp. It's been ages since we chat - updates n pour our worries. Watchin n listening to these friends chatting abt work life, personal life - it's a mixed feelings. It's like they are finally nt talkin abt army, grown up. 很欣慰.

Quality time spent with bf n ping. Eventhough, ping is my Study companion, but, I appreciate e company, e chat, e updates n everything. That's what friends ar for.

Tough weeks ahead of me. Hope I can withstand. Till then.

2010-09-20T23:17:00.002+08:00

逃避的感觉又来了。。
放弃的念头又来了。。

当所有的人事物都对你很重要时。。。而你却不知如何去面对。。
乱了。。慌了。。
突然之间，会觉得，没有任何人真的了解你。

不知不觉，泪流了，心好痛。。真的不好受。

2010-09-19T23:30:00.001+08:00

As what I mentioned before, it hurts when ur loved ones, best friends doesn't know how u felt. Becos I onli want e best out of e best just for my friends. I don't wanna see them get hurt when I know I can prevent that to even happen. It hurts when ur friends don't get what u meant. It hurts when they choose to to shut up n nt to ask for help when they nd someone. It really hurts when u invested all ur time n sincerity in maintaining everything. Maybe I shdnt even give advices. Maybe I shd just keep my mouth shut n go along with it even though I know it's wrong.

2010-08-20T00:03:00.004+08:00

Been wanting to post lots of stuff. BUT.. my time management SUXs.
Started schl n all the modules SUX.................

Thermo, Fluid mechanics, Maths for Chem Engin....
NOW i HATE MATHS. SERIOUSLY, it's ALL APPLICATIONS!
DAMM...

i wonder how m i gotta survive.
Sept n Oct is enough to kill me.
3Quizzes in Sept. 2lab n reports in Sept.
2Quizzes in Oct. 2Lab n reports in OCT.
ARRGGHHH...

I want a LIFE!

As usual, work doesn't seems to get better. As a matter of fact, it's like getting worst.
And I simply help it but to GRUMBLE. Is either i get out of there or stay thr n be good.
Whatever it is, i still have 3more years of studies, n I don't even know if i can complete by 3yrs.
DAMM.

As for friends, I m glad my 10yrs of friendship is still ongoing.
Trying my best to manage n balance my time n life with friends, work, studies, family n love is never gotta be easy.
N i hope i won't give up easily.

Anyway, Phuket is fun......... N i have yet receive pics from ping........... N i have yet uploaded pics into fb... I need to selectively upload them n I m not too sure how on earth will I do that....

Shall let u guys have a peek first.... HAHA

Now I miss the massage n beaches n shopping n FOOD. Boooooooooo

2010-07-30T06:24:00.001+08:00

Had been busy meeting diff friends every single day till I hav to do last min packing!!

Roar!!

Regret not taking full day today!! I m so bloody tired, lack of slp! Oh gosh!

In less than 24hrs, I'll be in on beautiful beaches!! So exciting! Hope e sun will be damm HOT! Muhaha! My skin is so desperate to be BURNT! Hahaha. But e irritating part is my stomach is damm bloated! Super ugly! Thanks to e medicine! Damm!

Anyway, I'll be starting schl again once I return from this trip. Nightmares gotta start soon! N I just can't score for my modules! Damm disappointed at myself. Haiz. Thoughts just can't stop flowing into my mind. Arrghhh.

Upcoming month will be a busier month. Alice returning from Canada. Gotta arrange meet-ups. Ms Teo wanna me to arrange Ktv!! Not forgetting e rest of my friends!! Aiyo! Time managment!!!!

No wonder mr bf also comment he needs to book appt with me. Tsktsk.

Wl!! Arrange supper with Ruben n alex leh!!!

LYP!! Ktv soon!!!

Ping!! We'll be relaxin in less than 24hrs! Muhahah

2010-07-28T13:22:00.001+08:00

Miracles won't happen to me.

2010-07-15T22:35:00.002+08:00

Just when I was about to sms LYP..
He talked to me over MSN!!!
SO QIAO..

Glad that he's still alive.. HAHA
Stay strong n we'll head to our KTV SOON!!!

WL!! LYP asking for u TOO!!!

I'll glad that tml is FINALLY FRIDAY.
OMG.
Dying for that...
Meeting gal tml... Wheeeeeeeee

2010-07-15T21:23:00.007+08:00

Attended my ex-colleague solemnisation last month and her actual wedding dinner last sat.

Solemnisation Ceremony took place at SAF Changi.
Lovely place.
Sea-view.
Romantic siaaaaaaaaaa.

Rain Dropssssss drizzling
雨中漫步。。。既浪漫一下。。。

Her Hubby...

E five of us...

E usual us.. I miss those steamboat days with them =(

Last pic with the pretty bride.
Misses those bitching sessions with her man!!
Now that she's MARRIED. Not much time to bitch together.
Oh gosh!!

One month later.... Her actual wedding!
She did ask me to be one of her sisters group. But well, I predicted that I'll be having exams on that morning. True enough, I had my paper at 9am.
SUCKS. Felt like slapping myself.
We'll see the results.

Back to her wedding.

Her wedding album was damm nice!!!
By the e beach n also she wore CARREFOUR shirt.
She knew her hubby back when they were working at CARREFOUR (6yrs back)
N he proposed to her outside CARREFOUR. A surprise proposal.
DAMM sweet.

Haaa... Lucky gal.. through she's always complaining to me how jialat the bf was...
But well, from the things he did, not too bad lehhhh

Wedding dinner held at Mount Faber Safra.
Uluuuuuuuuuuuu la.

Another gathering with my ex-colleagues

My mummy Irene

My Mummy Gwen..
Her idol, mr jay coming to singapore...
She's so damm excited about it!!

Uncle Johnnie... He's only like 30yrs old la...
But well, he look damm shag... Maybe after marriage n her baby girl...
he become so shag... haiyooooo

Ms Lynn. Mother of 2...Damm young la...

My ex-colleagues...

Love this pic!!! Thanks to Ms Venus =)

Ms Venus.. havent seen her for like 2YRS!!!
She was my cousin's ITE classmate.

Last pic with the pretty bride..
Congrats to her.
Glad that she has found the ONE for her.
Hope she stay happy n blissful forever
=)

2010-07-02T00:16:00.001+08:00

渴望却害怕。
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每个人对未来是多么的不肯定和许多的未知数。

而我们只能往前看和让自己为未来准备好来面对一切。

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不要为不知道结果的假设，内疚一辈子，后悔一辈子。

可是有些事就是明明中已经注定好了。

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2010-07-01T23:56:00.003+08:00

Was rather happy n looking forward to 01-Jul.
Reason because I've applied for an external training course to attend.
1 day course that cost $500+ with cert.
My lovely Adecco subsides for $200. Tsktsk.
There goes my $$

It's a 1 day course on International GMPs and QA, Audit and Validation.
Did I mention that I wasn't even interested in GMP back in Poly days?
N now, I m handling and working regarding GMP. It's a very specialized job.
Getting to know different regulations used for different countries globally.

I was happy n looking forward because it was taught by my ex-sup, n she told us, "It's only 4 of us"
OMG.
Special training sia!! haha.
She kept telling me that there will be lots of tea break n nice food.
*shake head*
Another reason that I was happy because I get to wake up at a later time. At least 1hr.
N it makes a difference.
Taking a train at 8 = clashing with lots of OL ppl
Esp alighting at tanjong pager. OMG.
But it feels different alighting at that stop.
I don't know how to describe. But my irritating evil sis concluded that it's because every morning, I get to see only the blacks n Bangladesh ppl when I alight. HAHA.
Maybe.

Seeing my ex-sup makes me happy. She's always so dearly to all of us.
Making us to hav a sense of belonging., always caring n expressing her misses n loves.
So sweet of her.

N I've always enjoy her training. Maybe because she worked in this project with us before. She knows how to relate examples that we may face during our work.
Which makes it even clearer, more understandable.

Tea break was perfect.
I didn't expect that I'll be having buffet lunch!!
*jaw drop*
Then tea break AGAIN.
Now I understand y I've to pay so much of $$.

Got to know the different countries adapting different types of GMP regulations.
How it affects. How to relate.
Importance of Change Control. Validation. Audit.
High risk on the patients.

I was happy attending the training.
And it makes me wonder, if I've choose the correct route. AGAIN.

2010-06-26T00:38:00.002+08:00

If it's really their true self, then it's pointless to treat them as friends.
Because true friends will want the best for their friends.

Even though, she might not have the mindset of being competitive, but she has to.
Because this society forces her to be competitive.

And it really hurts.
因为你用了真心对待他们，但所得到的是如此地叫人感到心酸。

放弃的感觉又回来了。。

2010-06-23T21:30:00.003+08:00

Sometimes no matter how hard you try, it will never be the same.
It will be as fake as wearing a mask.
N I was reminded that I have no choice BUT to learn to wear a mask to treat people.

I was recalling the times when I wore a mask to treat people.
I guessed it was some donkey monkey years ago.
I felt tired doing that. Because I have to talk to every single person.
Talk as in, a very surface conversation.
It's very tiring. N you don't feel the kind of 真心诚意 from the other party too.

N there's incidents when you really treat the person sincerely, n yet, they broke their trust n love you'd built for them.
It's not easy to re-build that again.

Just like how first impression always play a part.

N right now, my weakness is my interpersonal skills. My working relationship.
Talking to people that you can sense that they are not interested in talking to you. It just feel so uncomfortable.
It's not easy. Especially when you'd a bad impression on the person.

When you have no motivation everyday, it makes you feel even sick to learn to wear a mask to communicate with such people.
Because this is life, n I m a female, n females are emotional n sensitive animals.
We tend to think and assume things TOO MUCH to a extend that it will destroy our future.
BASKET!

Is either I master the skill of wearing a mask n hide my super duper obvious facial expression OR I get out of the place n live in my own world.

2010-06-17T00:12:00.001+08:00

Just when you have the "feeling" to do those sums.....
N the lecturer just said, "Time's up" N he grabbed your papers away..
DAMM!

It's not a very nice feeling.
ARRGHHH..

I m still thinking if I should be studying.

2010-05-09T23:11:00.022+08:00

Hello ppl, I'm still alive...
My blog seems dead. What to do.
Rarely switch on my com these days.

Finally Sem exams are OVER.
MUGGING is NOT my fav. hobby. It just drives me crazy.
Putting on lots of weight. Due to the constantly eating and having dinner at a supper timing. I swear if I mug for 2wks at least, I gain weight till my friends can't recognize me! N also, the pimples and outbreaks. DAMM. N the horrible weather. Rashes just haunt my body. All over. It's just like getting chickenpoxs. Frankly speaking, I rather get chickenpoxs. Then, I can lose weight.. HAHAHA... I dreaming to kena another time la... *shake head*

N the papers are DAMM difficult.
For one reason, I wasn't hardworking enough.
Another reason, I m not smart enough.
Last reason, maybe I m just not fit for this course. HAHAHA.

Obviously, I m feeling damm upset n emo that I didn't complete any of the questions for one of the papers, how m I suppose to react when the rest commented that, "I don't know how to do! Die already, I scare I fail!"
I can only keep the emo-ness and upset feeling n replied to them, "At least u completed the question right? N u got got results for ur term test right? U won't fail la"
Haiz...

Different ppl have different level of "I Don't Know how to do".
For some, when they said, "I don't know", it may means that they completed the question but they are not confident of the answers.
Another, it may means that they NV complete the questions.
So well, as usual, I will keep my mouth shut after tests and exams.
Keeping my fingers crossed. Don't want repeat any modules.
Thanks to all my great friends that had wished me luck. YOU know who u are.
Appreciated.

Let's move on to see what happenings I'd from Apr to May:

Class impromptu gathering!!
Henderson Waves!!

Mummy not able to join us.
Managed to con WL to join us.. HAHA..
4guys+1gal

FUN! Great fun. Ages since I had this kind of outing~

Dinner at Villa Bali located at Gilman Village. A ulu place that is not accessible.
Next up, Keppel Bay. We bought donuts to celebrate Shah's Birthday.
Lastly, Mind's cafe! How can we miss that out.
Enjoy heading there with them. It's ALWAYS fun.
Looking forward for the upcoming one.

Dinner with Ms Teo n Hui Shien.
Ms Teo FORCE us to dress nicely. Which includes Dresses/Skirts with HEELS.
OUCH!
Dinner at Suntec, walking with HEELS, KILLER!
I almost lay flat when I reached home.
Nevertheless, it was an enjoyable dinner.

Main VIP of the month: Ms Ng Layqueen
Reason: She's leaving for her studies to USA. At least 3-6yrs

Too long. 3-6yrs. OMG.
For the past 2-3yrs, I've only met her twice per yr.
She always make the effort to squeeze out her time to make me n ping.
Love her for that.

She's our top scorer in Sec Schl.
She's also from Choir.
She went to VJC. I went TP.
She went on to pursue her dreams. Becoming a Doctor.

I m always proud to say that I had her as my friend. Bestie.
I can always count on her if I need a shoulder. Esp when i m too tired.
Quietly, resting my head on her shoulder.... She'll say, "Jiayou! Don't give up! Believe in yourself n you'll be able to make it!"

Touched. For the statement she told me.
Even though it may seems like it's no big deal, but I appreciated.

Ping. Queen. Angel. Me.

That is HER. I can always count on.

Study hard queen. Because I know YOU CAN!
I'll miss you. N support you in any decisions you made.

N I'm grateful that I have this group of friends.
*hugs*

Another impt event! Wedding dinner!!
Cousin's wedding.
Basically, she's also a dragon. older by one round. LOL.

Take a look at my father's side relatives.
Not even half of the group turned up for tea ceremony.

That's my pretty cousin. Her husband look like some taiwanese actor. HAHA.
N my handsome cousin!! I think he gained weight. Maybe too in love. HAHA.
Check out his business: http://www.fabrixcases.com/
Pretty famous. All over the world too. Esp for Iphones, Ipad.

Wedding album was awesome!!
I heard she spent a bomb for the album.
Taken at Australia. Freaking beautiful!!

Next up, my handsome nephew. With his mum, which is my cousin!!

Pretty n handsome huh?~

My cousin!! Waiting for her turn to get marry... LAUGHS.

My fav cousin!!! She's older than me by 1yrs old.
She went to TJC. N NTU, graduating soon as an Chemical n Biomolecular Engineer.
WOOHOO!

Both of us in some industry. Which allow us to have even more topics to talk about.
Love her. She force me to mug for my exams too! hahaa
Gotta meet her soon.

My fav nephew too.

My cousin.. Growing older each time we met.
Haiyo, I feeling damm old everytime I met them.
Tsk tsk...

Lastly, my half of my family. NOT EVEN HALF la..
LOL. I guess the next time i'll be meeting them will be CNY 2011!
BOohOOOO...

S.H.E concert!!!
LYP couldn't make it. TOO BAD.
It's so SHIOK listening to their songs LIVE.
Their voice are so prefect!
Their songs just bring me back to my secondary days.
Singing their songs with Ms Ou during classes back in the old days.
Haiyo, 8yrs already.

Still, they're the best.
Envy them. For the friendship they had. The bond they had.

Thanks to WL for driving. N thank god, they did enjoy the concert? I guess.
LOL. At least, Hebe is ssooooo pretty... HAHA...

LYP! U'll have your chance. If they don't come singapore, at most you fly to Taiwan!!
HAHA.

Lastly, it's the most happening event till today. HAHA
Right after I finished my last paper. Celebration for Ms Teo's 22nd birthday.
Initially was to head to Teo Heng for the karaoke session. But well, as usual, it was fully booked!
N Hui Shien asked if we're interested to join her Uni friends to head to Butter.
OMG. I NEVER BEEN TO CLUBS. except Lunar. LOL.

Well, since Ms Teo keen in drinking. There we go, we change n head to BUTTER!
I concluded they should open another new club call PEANUT.
Butter isn't so interesting as what they described. The inside is quite small. Music sucks.
Pump rm was worst. All indian songs. Alamak.

Whatever la, we went to fusion to grab seats n drink drink DRUNK!

3 of us~

I cost more than $395!

3rd jug for the night.

She lost to the game.

Our promise to head to.........somewhere......

Free shots.

Love this pic.
Was at the dance floor. Squeezed by ALOT of ppl.

Totally in love with this pic. ARTISTIC!
I took it. WOOHOOO!

Me. Her.

With H.S's frien.

Friendly guy that gave her a super nice Flamming drink.
WOohoo~

DRUNK!!

I m still so awake.. HAHA

H.S super red too!

Love her. Hope she enjoyed herself.
There was a period whereby we lost contact. For some reasons, she was too afraid to talk to me. Maybe I scolded her too much for all the things that had happened. But for some reason, we got back. N met up quite often. Thankful that we're back in contact. N thank god, she changed for the better. At least, my efforts are not wasted. Proud to have her. Hope she bowl well for the upcoming Singapore Opens.

Lucky to have them. It was a enjoyable night.

N I LOVE THIS PIC!

Ms Teo! Bowl well n get into Singapore Team!! I LOVE u and I'll always be here for u whenever u need me.

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Oh great. It's 1am. ARRGGHH.. I need to work =(

2010-04-07T21:51:00.002+08:00

Have u ever had someone that was so close with u for a short period n now they are like strangers n just Mia?
It really makes me wonder if they are just passer-bys in my life.
Are they impt in my life? Or are they just appearing to let me gain more experience in facin different ppl?

I just don't wish to have any regrets anymore.
Because it does hurt at times.
E pain that no one would understand.
Because I understand that regretting doesn't helps.
N this is life. U gotta face it.
But at e same time, feeling afraid that u have to face e consequences.

I just wan back my instincts.
Somehow at somewhere, I lost it.

2010-04-07T19:40:00.003+08:00

Whenever something goes wrong, human beings just love to find someone to blame on them.
N now, I wanna just wanna curse n swear till the MAX!!

All my pics in my hardisk GONE...
at least 3 years of my pictures la...
thousands n thousands of pictures.. OMG!!

I just wanna kill myself for that..
Freaking hell..

Should push the blame on my sis.
Apparently, she always didn't eject my hardisk in a proper way after she used.
DAMMMM.... (#*&$(#%*)@$#

I just hope to have all my pics BACK.

2010-04-02T00:26:00.002+08:00

What's there to update when I m always SICK!!
*shake head*

Sem exams less than one month.
I M in DEEP SHIT!

What to do.
Lazy. Stupid. Moody.

Blame on myself. Should TRY not to grumble too much.
Not reflecting good abt myself.
LOL.

Work has been doubled n tripled.
N my dreams are getting weirder each day!!
N it really come true... WHICH IS NOT good...
Y can't I dream who will be my husband and my future life?!!
(#*&%)#*%)$#%

I just wish that I can be like ALICE to drop into a hole, n i will know what exactly do I wan!

2010-03-22T00:10:00.002+08:00

As usual, no one loves Monday.
N as usual, I HATE sunday even though i get to c my bff every Sunday.
(i m still wondering how long can i go on to be at least hardworking on ONLY SUNDAY)

Nevertheless, weekend was great.
Sometimes, u don't really need fantastic n attractive programmes to make ur weekends look great. The company is more important.

Slacking session at mac.
Chit chat session.
Laugh like nobody's business.
Grumble like nobody's business.
Emo like nobody's business.
Eat like no one's gotta love u anymore.
HAHAHA.

Maybe it's just that as u grow older, u will prefer to spend time, sitting down n catch up with ur dearly friends. Just update each other. Just suan each other.
Share those happy, silly, sad, angry stories. Share ur experience with what u faced.
Let ur friends have the chance to know u better. Let them share ur happiness but maybe not burden.. HAHAHA..jk.. I will still love to be the listening ears for all my friends... =)

Because this is life.
Treasure every single moment.
Because you may lose it anytime.

N I do treasure.
Thank you.

2010-03-18T23:41:00.003+08:00

My aim for today was to reach home and sleep early.
But things just don't go along when u planned it.

Work for additional an hr.
Reach home later but still earlier than usual.
OOps....

Stuck in front of the comp.
Not dramas.
Not entertainment.
Not FB.
Not online shopping
Not blog hopping.
Not surfing net.
NO NO NONOooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

I m doing my group report.
BASKET#(%*#@_)%(_$#%(_@$

I m already facing the comp from 815-6pm.
N now, back home... COMPUTER again. Using a smaller screen as compared to my office..
All the words looked like ants... so tiny...
At this rate I m using the comp, I will go blind within these few years.
Did I even mention my eyes degree shot up again. Like at least 100degrees per side. DAMM.
Even the optician shook his head.
At this age of mine, my eye degree should be stable. Yet, mine got worsen.
BASKET.

Arrgghh...
I just had lots of conclusions to make....
Human Beings are just too selfish

I m the lousiest among them, and yet I am doing all this.
Maybe I just need to see it in another way to 自我安慰. Because I m the lousiest, that's y they gave me the chance to do everything, so that I can learn huh.
Maybe with others, I can be able to 说服 myself. But not with them.
N I have to bear in mind, nothing is fair in this world.
N I was told by someone that, "朋友是拿来利用的"
Tell me?!!

With my temper n character, I can just shout scream yell...
But it just won't help. Other than grumbling, I still have to face the fact n do it.
Because nobody will be able to help you, other than yourself.

But I understand my own ability, I won't be able to make it. To even perform well.
Tell me?!!

How I wish I can be like Alice....In wonderland...
Drop into the hole, and u'll know what u want exactly.

2010-03-15T00:14:00.002+08:00

人让人不相信人
It just came flooding into my mind...
Why Human Beings keep lying to others to cover their true selves..
Maybe that's the True Human Being.

为什么不能简简单单的做人呢?
i just hate it.

Wanted to blog lots of things... but i nd time..
it's been a long time since I have time for myself.

i m desperate for time...
Shall blog more asap.

2010-02-20T10:48:00.003+08:00

Madness.. My mum's driving me crazy...
She woke me up at 7+am to go temple for praying...
N she told me she wants to eat YU SHENG later?!! )#(*$V_@#%(#
We just ate on Monday!!
N now, she bought another plate to eat again.. MAD!

Other than that, she was nagging n asking questions that I tried not to think about.
Hate it when it involves my family members.
DAMM. It's not a problem in the first place. But they see it so seriously that it becomes a problem.

不是没想，而是想了太多。。
已经害怕了，没勇气了。。
简简单单的问题变得复杂了。。
因为会怕，所以现在选择逃避。。
只希望不要来得太快，去得也快。。
因为我需要时间来关擦，思考，判断。
可是我害怕。。
不能就维持这样。。。

沒那麼簡單就能找到聊得來的伴
尤其是在看過了那麼多的背叛
總是不安只好強悍
誰謀殺了我的浪漫

沒那麼簡單就能去愛別的全不看
變得實際也許好也許壞各一半
不愛孤單一久也習慣
不用擔心誰也不用被誰管

感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話隨便聽一聽自己作決定
不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在周末晚上關上了手機舒服窩在沙發裡

相愛沒有那麼容易每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心所以最開心曾經

想念最傷心但卻最動心的記憶

2010-02-16T22:55:00.002+08:00

Loves CNY.
A time where I get to see those faces that I won't have the chance to see too often.
But good times are short.
3days of fun is over.
Memories are kept deep in my heart.
Greedy that I'll wanna more.
Because it's not easy to get it more, you tend to appreciate more.

I HATE it when things don't happen in the way that you wanted...
N it's true, when ppl just do things in their own way without telling you.
It doesn't meant you finish your part without discussing/informing the rest that you've done. U might may thinking you're helping but in actual fact, it's not.
Because I know how it's felt. N it's gotta happen again.

It's time to just shut my mouth. Control what I've been saying. Or should I say, talk less, comment less n it'll be better.
Being noisy allows ppl to dislike you more, because it's irritating.

Don't ask me what happen because it had happened.

Time to stop playing n get my stupid brain n mind to study (provided it's possible)
It's madness.

N I do miss my friends.

2010-02-07T01:56:00.001+08:00

NOW! i HATE SUNDAYS.
Because it's HOMEWORK day. Boooooooooooooooooooo.
=(

I m not a happy girl.

2010-02-07T01:08:00.006+08:00

My fav sat has passed. N I was a good girl, staying at home n did spring cleaning.
Even my dad kept asking if I m going out. Tssskkk..
Maybe I should just go out every single day. Tsskkkk..

Was watching 金曲超級星 on friday n today!!! mUhahaha..
Knew this show through papers n Ping. Nice!!
It really takes Courage for them to be up there once again. After so long, after so many things that had happened. It's very very brave for them.
*bows*
E passion n love they had for singing.
*bows*
E amount of sarcasm from the people n judges. It's never easy to start from the scratch once again. Especially when they were once FAMOUS.
Go catch it. It's touching.
Every one needs a second chance for their passion.

My QUEEN!! Return home after so many many months =)
Super happy on Thursday.
Managed to meet Queen, Angel, Ping.
*loves*

Pretty huh? Found that in Soup Resturant.

Fav chicken!! A MUST to have.

Queen n Me =)
Hope that her results will be prefect for her to go USA to study.
N I will save LOTS of $$ to visit her =)
Hope that our KL trip will be successful! Been 2.5yrs since we discussed that.
N I'm desperate for gateway...

Sweet treats from Queen =)
Reason? She missed our birthday parities!!!
HAHA.

Angel n me =)
Last met her at ping's bd.
Misses her lots!!

We were chatting n Queen counted that we've been friends for 10yrs n counting!!! OMG!! *Screamsssssssss*
It's really amazing. Recalling how we become friends. How we stay in contact.
That's life =)
I really appreciated. N I always will.

Can't wait for this coming fri =)

2010-01-30T12:46:00.003+08:00

Another wkend came again.
Time flies. It's coming to the end of Jan.
I m DAMM BROKE.
9days of unpaid leave deducted. *Heart bleeding*
Obviously it takes about half of my salary. ARRGHH.
Hate it.

Bought iphone (Finally!!) wks ago. Was jumping around like a small kid when I got it. HAHA. That's according to what my dear friends describe in Facebook. HAHA.
Was like an idiot for the first few days (i think even till now la) using iphone.
Clueless how to use!! HAHA

Next was CPU. It was like a bombzzz this month. HAIZ.
But it's not working fine with the games that my sis wanna play. Hopefully gal can solve it. So paiseh to trouble him. Haizzz

Work is still the same. Both Sups were on leave n MC for 2wks..
Totally no one to supervise us. But well, no huge impact on us. We just continue working because we're doing their stuff too. LOL.
Met up with our fav ex-sup. Still as crazy as before. HAHA.
She's still asking abt us every now n then. Through emails n etc.
Chatting till late on thur after dinner. Now we finally know, we really can't judge from the surface. True self will reveal after some times.
I guess it's time to start my job hunting SOON.

Managed to meet up with my yearly friend. HAHA.
Hanping. We didn't study together in the same course.
Basically, she's my poly SCHOOL mate. HAHA.
Managed to know her through orientation for our juniors.
N there we are till now, we still meet up.
Swweet huh? =)
Fate is just too weird at times.

School is horrible as usual. I have to do tutorial la.. haizzz..
By right, I only require to do homework since it has marks.
BUT this particular lecturer wan us to do tutorial. STUPID la. Might as well give us marks. More motivating la. Sian. So if I didn't do tutorial, might as well skip lesson.OOPSSS..haha.. Anyway, I m thankful n grateful that I have classmates stayin at east side. N that means!! they can shun bian drop me back in east!! MUAHAHA.
Damm happy la.. because it can save at least 30mins to 45mins!!

Anyway, met up with polyclassmates. Usual clique.
Timbre n Supper.

Mummy n Me =)
Glad that she found her close ones in Uni!!

Mr WangLiang n Alex.
Thanks to Wangliang once again. But haiz. Hopefully ur dad won't kill u.
Seriously, I tink my heart almost came out last night.

N mr alex, u better GET A CAR real soon. If not, pay for my driving license n get a car for me to drive u guys around. HAHAHA.
It was real shiok to suan him.. HAHA.. ALL OF US just suan him like nobody's business. POWER. But well, u don't take it to heart. Because afterall, we meant good to u. Muahaha

N I almost scare Mr KW to death yest night. HAHA.
But yea, I m alive n thanks to ur morning calls n everything.
N I know he wont be reading this cos HE DON"T KNOW about this blog la. AHAHAHA.

Oh ya, attended a wedding AGAIN! Last sat.
Ex-colleague's son getting married. -_- "
HAHA. yes yes. quite weird when i dont know his son.
LOL. Whatever la. Just treat it as gathering.
N I love seeing JY n my mummies..

I was late for 30mins la!! oopsss.. JY was patiently waiting for me. Thanks gal =)
N we gossip for like 2hrs before the wedding. HAHA
N she's getting married in july!! She asked me to be her sister group. BUT THEN, I don't know her friends n bf leh.. quite weird.. My heart is actually saying I wanna be part of it, but I asked her to reconsider n think again if she wanna me to be part of the group. Laughs.

Anyway, that means I got another BOMB this year. LOL
But i m happy for her =)

My fav pic of the day =)
The usual clique.
I love them so much~

2010-01-21T23:50:00.002+08:00

Can somebody tell me IT'S FRIDAY!!!
*faints*

another week passed like nobody's business..
Haiz.

How to cut down my social life? whereby my wkdays are packed every single day.
DAMM.

Seriously gotta hit down to gym soon.
Wasting lots of money on that n not going.

Need time management. Work. Study. Exercise. Play.
All in a week.
7days. 24hrs per day.
It's never enough.

2010-01-20T23:21:00.002+08:00

HAIYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooo

really can't understand what the lecturer talking..
English is so terrible..
number = lumber
planes = plain

alot more funny terms la..
haiz.

all of us distracted by the funny words spoken by him.

Worst, i haven't started doing my tutorials n homework.
But my classmates are damm hardworking.
haiz.. I even heard some quiting their job to study.
DIE!

Time to cut down on my social life. HAIZ.
Need to become a lifeless gal. At such a young age.
Terrible.
It's only the first month of the year. N I DON'T FEEL GOOD!!

2010-01-15T00:54:00.002+08:00

will grow older if i continue this lifestyle.. tsk tsk..
Sleeping so late n waking up so early. Not too healthy.

But at least, today was a happier day.
Managed to catch up on my work. Even though, i can't finish all my work (like when & how on earth can I finish?!! it's piling every minute!!). At least, I sent out ALL my queries... will be reading emails like mad girl later!! tsk tsk..

Met up with my dearest mummy cum ex-colleague. Short dinner. She passed me a red bomb (not from her! from another ex-colleague). Wedding dinner AGAIN next sat. Tsk tsk.

Received a random call from Mr Alex. SUPER RANDOM! He was damm lucky that I picked up his call la.. Kena conned to go party world like SO LATE la.. Tsk tsk.

Headed there anyway, want vent out.. OOPS... I think I suan him quite alot just now.. OOPS.. sorry ah.. I can't tahan ah.. Morale too low these few days!!

First time on earth, I don't look forward to Friday. Maybe because I have schl at night. Haiz...

What a Friday.

But at least, I enjoyed my Thursday. N I have programmes packed. MUAHAHA~

2010-01-12T23:54:00.002+08:00

真的。。。会疯掉。。。
早晚的事。。。

只能走一步看一步。。。

好想离开这里。。

我要出国！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

2010-01-12T00:54:00.000+08:00

又想逃到远远的~ 越远越好~ 越久越好~
逃到没有人找得到的地方

好久没有这种感觉了。。
又来了。。

2010-01-10T22:37:00.000+08:00

My dearest sis is so damm steady.
Tml is her most impt day n she went to bed already!!
HAHA..

I BET she's damm nervous inside her room right now.
Flipping around on her bed!!
HAHA.

Anyway, wish her luck~
Hope it will be good results =)

OMG. I m nervous for her too.
TOO bad i can't MC tml.

Anyway, I hate tml too.
It's the start of my nightmares. Lesser fun. Lesser life.
DAMM~

2010-01-10T21:32:00.009+08:00

My long wkends are over in afew more hrs =(
SO FAST!!!

Luckily, my friend managed to help me convert into DVD for the video me n my sis made on behalf for my cousin...
In the middle of late night, thanks to my friend.

Woke up late on Friday... Supposed to be awake by 430am.. Overslept till 5am..
Tsk tsk.. Whole family was ASLEEP la..
My mum jumped out of bed when she heard the showering sound from the bathroom@@

Did i mention that its my first time being as a "sister"
Oh gosh~ The planning of games etc was driving me crazy...
*excited*

Managed to reach there at 630am.
Cousin was doing make-up already.
Me? Telling my 2nd cousin (cousin's sister - elder than me too) about the games n rules~

Quickly prepared the punishment~

The typical: 酸甜苦辣

Actually, it's only alittle as compared to what I initially thought of it.
My cousin so kind to them la... only let them drink 1/5 of the cup..Tsk tsk

My ah ma n mummy~

Beautiful Bride

Sisters n Brothers~

Ca

PIG!!

Mini copper n the newly weds~

Was at the groom's house for the 男方 tea ceremony at Woodlands.
Then rushed back to my cousin's house for the 女方 tea ceremony at Sengkang.
the whole journey was like car racing on the highways!!
The guys sped and cut lanes like nobody's business~
LOL~

Tea ceremony at Ah yi's hus

Ah ma~

Mummy n daddy~

Us =)

After the whole tea ceremony, my family rushed back home. TO TAKE A NAP.
HAHA. Me n my sis almost couldn't take it.
Slept about 1n half hrs. Quickly prepared ourselves to head to the Hotel to see around n attend the solemnization ceremony.

Furama Hotel at Riverview~

Family pic~

Me n sis~

Cousin doing make-up~

Cute ah ma~

Artistic pic taken by me =)

Us n ah ma~ Ah ma always not smiling while taking pics!!

Family pic

Their wedding~

Her beautiful gown~

Me helping the bride with her gown~
not an easy job... gotta put up n down depending if ppl want take pictures~

Uncles n us~

Me with some of the bros~

Super funny cameraman n photographer~
I must say they are damm GOOD!!
Esp when we saw the video on the process in morning session~
The cameraman managed to capture all the main n funny moments into the short video.
N that cameraman purposely captured all my funny n unglammed words n faces la..
Whole ballroom was laughing damm loud during the video~ I was damm paiseh..
Shall request for the video to keep for memories~

Caught them drinking outside!!
So we took a picture together~

Me n sis~

The ballroom~

Decorations~

My DIY nails~

Her red gown~ She looked fabulous in that~

One of the scenes I captured during video~
I was counting the $$. We requested $888 n The groom n bros gave us 1000 in YEN!!
Which is only like $10 la... super naughty~

Mummy with her cousin~
She's working in Mediacorp~
U'll c her name at the credits section.
Apparently, she was telling us how awful the dinner was at Fann n Chris Dinner~

Dishes for the night was way better than Shanghri la~

Whole family pic~ Only meet up during CNY!!

That was all. After so many months of preparation. After so much of arguments.
It ended within one day. The memories that can never be replaced.
I enjoyed it so much eventhough its tiring.

I really hope that my cousin can grow n learn to treasure n appreciate as time goes by. Hopefully, less quarrels between them.
Hope that they can stay happy n have a blissful marriage~

2010-01-08T01:25:00.002+08:00

Look at the time now...
haiz..

I have to wake up at 430am later..
DAMM...

My cousin requested us to made a video clip for her yest for her weddin which is today!!
so last min...haiz.

N now, she told us that she cant burn it into DVD...
ARRGGHHH...

our lappie doesnt hav the function.. DAMM..
Now, I had to ask my frien to help me on it..
So paiseh la..so late already..
ARRGGHHH...

I hate it.. things that to be done so last minute.
I only left 3hrs of sleep.
Wish me luck..

2010-01-02T17:25:00.002+08:00

A doing nothing saturday...
HAHA..

i crawled out of bed at 2pm? HAHAHA
it's bloody afternoon already la..
Basket..

2 late nights for me.
Enough!!

Avatar n Sherlock Homes are nice =)
*Thumbs up*

I got shocked a couple of times during Sherlock Homes.
Madness.

But it's worth the $$
$8 for 2movies.. HAHAHAHA

First time in my life.
So scared la..
Don't think there will be a second time.
HAHA

More movies I wanna watch.... Did u hear the Morgans.. Alvin n chipmucks (stupid gal in BMT, DAMM)..

Anyway, the latest hit drama.. that everyone is crazy about..crying like nobody's business..
HAHA.

下一站，幸福. A hit drama. 飘泪 drama！

下一站，幸福

我的终站幸福呢~

2009-12-31T23:45:00.012+08:00

It's the last day of 2009...
I made an effort to post the events that happened in 2009!!

Numerous of 21st birthday parties!!!
It's sweet to see so many of my friends that came together to attend birthdays which serve as a gathering for all of us..
Don't think we'll be meeting so often in 2010.. But hopefully, we'll make the effort to meet up =)

Liying's 21st

Alice's 21st

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Layteng's 21st

Hui Shien's 21st

Wilson's 21st

Cherie n Joyce 21st

Pei Shan's 21st

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Ping's 21st

Awesome ladies!!

Mei Hui's 21st

Shaoting's 21st

Yangpin's 21st

Mark's 21st

Wang Liang's 21st

Aug's 21st

Gowri's 21st

Xinyi's 21st

My 21st!!!

Aug's dad bd

Poly mates

Queen's return

My lover

Just me n Vivien

Mr low

Ex-colleagues

My lovely colleagues

The neighbours

My sis

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Cousins at CNY.. Looking forward on 8th Jan 2010.

Closest Cousin getting married =)
N i m part of her sisters... Wheeeee...
*excited*

my bitchy sis.. Getting more n more happening..

My adorable nephews...

Perth trip!!
Thank god, I had holidays in Perth!!
If not, I don't think I will be heading to anywhere out of Singapore!!
HAHA!

Wisdom tooth!!

Chicken POXS!!!
A very excellent summary to my 2009!! Getting Chicken poxs...
HAHA.. the above 2 pics are what I loved during the period of my poxsssss...

Now that 2009 has ended... Here comes 2010!!
2009 is a fruitful year for me.
New experiences. New friends. New life.

Looking forward to 2010!
Let's make it a super duper happening year!!
Woohoooo~

It's the last day of 2009

2009-12-31T19:46:00.015+08:00

My cruel company didn't let us off early.. haiz..
PATHETIC Right?

Well, we have no mood to work these few days too..
Our co-ordinator cum supervisor leaving us today..
Off to her new job.. *envy*
好舍不得她~

From the day that I returned to work, it had been a busy week for me.
I was allocated with new responsibility. That means MORE WORK!
Nicer term means you get to learn n expose to new stuff. (which is good in a way)

N we had Company Dinner at Carousel. A place where we always wanted to dine!!
Before we went, we had so much of the photo taking session!!
Starting from the office....

N we went to the Royal Scotts in the respective cars...
We started Cam-whore AGAIN!!

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My food =(
I couldn't eat the SNOW crab n lobster n the gigantic prawns.. OMG..
SEAFOOD was so bloody looking freshly nice.. hahaha..
But well, i was so guai that I ate salads, salmon, pasta, biscuits with cheese and afew sticks of chocolate fondue.

=(

The ladies....

My Company dept:

The following day on Wednesday, we had Farewell Lunch for our co-ordinator.
N we prepared a surprise for her!!

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After lunch, we stayed behind to watch the surprise!!
It was a video clip (photos and wishes) and slides (with our daily routine)
N also, we FORCED our one and only pathetic MALE citizen to present her a stalk of rose =)

So sweet hor.. hahahhaa..

So natural la the hug...
很温馨~

Sweetest couple.. HAHAHA

We had a round of guessing game with our fist!!
We asked her to guess which fist belongs to us... muahahaha...
because she always hold n grab our hands n treat it as hamster!!

Her daily routine to my seat with her fav. daily question:
"Hua, have you taken you breakfast?" "Hua, have you pang sai already?" "Hua, u guai ah"

She will always ask the same question. Always. Without fail. With the hugging n sayang-ing.
Can truly felt the love she showered us.

That's her (above). She was touched by our effort made in the slides.

That's Su. She was with her for the past 2 n half yrs.

Because of our co-ordinator, we become very bonded among us.
We had tons of laughter every single day.
We will never have the tense feeling while having meeting.
She will always tense us or crack some jokes.
We had lots of fun other than busy working.

It's not easy to find a co-ordinator/supervisor that can be so close to u..
that care n love u sincerely from the bottom of her heart..
She's done beyond what she was supposed to do..

She taught me lots of things that no one will teach me..
Work, life, reality, studies, people..

She believe in me. Gave me confidence. Observe me like an x-ray. My strength and weakness. Gave me a chance to excel.
It was a pity that I wasn't able to travel overseas to work due to some problems in working process. Because, she gave me that opportunity to travel overseas. Even though, I was only 20yrs old, a fresh graduate that know NOTHING about cGMP and Regulatory Affairs.
I am so grateful that she believe in me. I don't think the rest have the confidence in me, afterall, I am only a small girl that is new in this job.

She is always worrying about me. Even till now...
I was supposed to thank her and everything, but I ended crying so loudly..
Before I could speak, she told everyone, "Hua is the youngest among here...she needs alot of attention and care from all of u.. " N on n on n on.. my mind went blanked and my heart melted.. She told everyone to look after me and etc because she is worried about me most..
Oh 天啊~

You tell me, how could I not cried?!!
I was crying and talking in the meantime.. It wasn't the speech that I wanted to say.. Haiz.. But I hope she got what I wanted to Thank her..
N I don't bear to see her leave.. Because, things will be different after she left.
That's for sure.

She wasn't the one that interviewed me. But she accepted for who I was and taught me and trained me to who I am today.
Even though, it's only 1 n half yrs. But the bond and feelings we had, was totally beyond that.

因为是人，所以有感情。
因为有感情，所以有泪。
因为有泪，证实了那些真。
因为不舍。因此，我哭了。

No one will hold our hands in that manner anymore.

We cried till our eyes were swollen...
Till it's so tiring.
But we went down to took our group photo. It's rare to have the whole team to get together!!

Our team photo.

And on the eve which is TODAY!!
We received TY beanies!! It's not sold in market anymore!!
That means if you sell it, u will be earning BIG BUCKs!!

Our workplace...

I received a look alike duck.
Reason?
Because she felt that even though I am small and not pretty. But as time goes by, I will grow tall and beautiful into a phoenix.

Thank you for believing in me.
I will continue with what I have and improve on my weakness.
N I hope and wish that I will be stronger and be able to work with u in the future.
I will miss u. Definitely.

2009-12-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

I realized I have super duper SWEET friends =)

I got a Christmas present.. Wheeeeeeeeeee...
Thank you my friend!!

N another friend visited me.. Wheeeeeeeee....
Thank you thank you thank you..

OMG!! So SWEET of them la.. Seriously, thank god I know them =)
Lucky!!

Alrite, time to head to bed..
Gotta report to work after 2wks. MUAHAHA..

Miss them so so much!!

Merry Christmas~

2009-12-24T23:46:00.003+08:00

Merry Merry Christmas!! HoHoHo...

What a Christmas this year... No presents.. No dinners.. No Parties!!!!!!
BoOoooooooooooo...

So what? Christmas is just another day yea?
But it's another reason to PARTY!!
LOL

Anyway Christmas in Spore is quite boring in a way...
Hopefully, I can spend Christmas overseas next yr.. MUAHAHA..
(alright, I m dreaming...)

Gotta head to bed soon after medication..
Here's a great song that I love from alot of donkey years ago.. LOL
It's called "Last Christmas"

There's a newer version by Taylor Swift. But don't like it.. The one from WHAM is nicer =)

Last Christmas - WHAM

New version!!
Last Christmas - Taylor Swift

2009-12-22T22:01:00.017+08:00

Actually, I have lots of things to do....
BUT.. I am so bloody lazy.. I only watched KangXi today...
N I rotted whole day.. PERFECT!!

ROAR!!
I realized I have too many pics this yr..
Tsk Tsk..

Shall start posting what I had missed out.

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Had Dinner with the girls on a random wkdays (in Nov) at Far East!!
I still can rmb I SWEARED I won't stepped into ORCHARD! But I went consecutively for 3days in a row.
Oh GOSH! I really SWEARED that I won't swear again.. Scare of Karma!

With the Pretty Ladies

With Lara.. Still prefer calling her: xinyi

Another dinner with hui, yi n ping. Aim was to buy those decorative materials for Ping's n Hui's 21st party!!

But I guess me n ping were too tired on that day.. Basically, both of us were stoning whenever we could.. HAHA

Hi-Tea with Ex-colleagues.
Too bad Janet couldn't join us due to some miscommunication..with her two hp numbers!
LAUGHS.

With my fav mummy!!

With the mummies...
Anyway, they so soooo guilty that they didn't turn up for my Birthday party.. NONE OF THEM turned up.. Laughs..
They're forgiven la.. What to do.. The location so ulu n some of them not feeling well.. Tsk tsk..

4 of us... Missing Janet!!

After High-Tea, I forced my sis to come out since I don't feel like going home early.. N i wasted $40 for dinner. Haiz.. She good life lo.. Eat good food. I paid. No need to work. At home shake leg.. SPEECHLESS!!

I got ANGBAOS from my mummies!!! Muahahaha

PRETTY BITCH!! OOPSSSSssssssssssss

I still love her la.. Even though, she's very KNS now.. Slack at home. Good life. Go out also won't get nagged. Such a lucky BITCH!!
Because I already open a wide n long road for her.. Already kena 5yrs of scolding n nagging on behalf of her.. Therefore, she won't get the impact much. Haiz. N she's obviously taking as granted. Because she's ignoring me TODAY!! Bloody hell!!
I helped her last night la!! #)(_#%(_%+%)
忘恩负义! Hmph~

Back to my post....
Korean dinner together with Li ying, Hui Shien n Hui Xin!! She's finally return home!
But don't u miss perth? I do think of Perth TODAY!! hahahaa

Anyway, we had korean food at Chinatown. Always wanted to have some REAL korean food. Thanks to Hui Shien. I got to know one of shops.

Nice shot right? hehe

The pretty ladies.

Lastly, the Christmas Tree.
OMG! I think this is the first n last Christmas Tree that I took picture with la!!
BASKET! There goes my Christmas....
Haiz.. No parties.. No food.. No exchange of presents...
MY OFFICE HAVING EXCHANGE PRESENTS N DINNER.. CRYS

2009-12-22T10:48:00.003+08:00

BASKET!!!! early in the morning...
my friend dedicated this song for me...

=_= "

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H0y-TkJUxfE&feature=related

Super ugly lo....

Alright, this is slightly better...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1CNc06WQtYA

I WANNA KILL MY FRIEND!!!!
laughs..

2009-12-21T23:39:00.002+08:00

该死的 chicken poxs!
害我又拿了多四天的无新假期！
啊！！！！

真要命。。。已经穷得要命了。。嗨。。。
现在最希望我的脸能快点恢复。。变得美美地。。
不然，真的是要命了！！

2009-12-20T22:01:00.004+08:00

Finished 烈火雄心III. *thumbs up*

I see strong friendship and teamwork in it.
A friendship that worth a lifetime.
True love can withstand any/every wind blow rain attacks.. LAUGHS

Kevin Cheng & Myolie Wu-Intentionally[有意]

CHICKEN POXS

2009-12-20T21:47:00.002+08:00

Suddenly thought of checking my email......
While deleting the mails.... I FOUND THIS EMAIL!!!

"Guess X 3"

From Mr WL

OMG..... He is the one who told me V.I.P stands for Very Itch Person.
So SWEET of him huh~
Laughs

2009-12-20T19:31:00.007+08:00

Hooray!! I blogged Mummy's birthday!! Since I have the momentum to blog... Let's continue!!

It was Darling's birthday on 26-Nov-2009...

Initial plan was a surprised lunch for her.. But this girl ah, can't confirm time with me.. N kept insisting we meet up on other days.. OMG.. it's so so so difficult to keep from her.. N I was forced to tell her our plans.. HAHA.. No surprise for her.. TOO BAD..

Busy gal!!

Just me n her =)
Mummy couldn't join due to exams~

Attendance for the day!
It was really last min!!

N we made our donations =)

SHOCKED!!

2009-12-20T17:37:00.014+08:00

I m so so so lazy now.. The time actually passed quite fast when u are doing nothing at home!! Was telling myself I should blog on the birthdays i went for the month..
BUT... after 5days of rotting at home.. I DID NOTHING.. WELL DONE!!

Becoming 宅女 already.. HAHA...
Stupid blogger site, unable me to see the pics I uploaded!! hard to blog with pics already... Anyway, now facebook has all the updated pics!!

Thanks to ping.. I had lovely flowers and card =)

Love my ah ma so so much =)

The angels.... HAHA

Extracted from Mummy's blog:

Dedicated to 女儿:
Happy 21st Birthday!

时间飞逝啊，相遇至今已有四年了吧! 说长不长，说短不短，在这四年里，我们彼此都成长了许多。从前的固执倔强。从前的直来直往。或许，现实会把我们的作风圆润了。或许，社会会把从前的单纯复杂化。但，请记得，你的真。

若有时面具遮掩的日子会好过些，请不要把自己封闭的如此紧绷。
若有时你觉得乌云密布时，请不要忘了你在晴天里的阳光微笑。
若有时你回忆起许许多多的从前，请不要忘了把甜蜜谨记痛苦撕去。
若有时你迷失了方向，请记得内心深处还有个方向盘。
若有时你想发泄时，请不要把一切往肚子里吞。
若有时你想找个旁听者，请不要忘了你还有我这个朋友。

你知道的；无论何时，我一定力挺你到底! :)

你的想要或许经过了深思熟虑才决定，我相信你会好好把握现在的拥有! 加油哦!

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Thanks to Mummy for the wonderful n touching post =)
I guess my standard of chinese will never be like your standard.. HAHA..
I just love the way you are able to describe those feelings n sayings.

N it's your birhday finally!! On this day, 11-Dec-2009.
Didn't have the time to blog a entry for u. *sorry sorry*

You had a great Rainbow party!!
Food n games.. Love the games session. 猜成语!
Cool!!

N we knew how lousy Alex was.. HAHA..
Ur relatives n friends were super 厉害 in Mandarin!!
佩服!

Your cake was BEAUTIFUL!!
*envy*

N our class was QUITE colorful =)

N of cos, 妈妈和女儿..
生日快乐!

时间过得真快..彼此都认识了四年....
现在的你, 在念书, 而我..已经在社会工作了.
虽然, 我们走在不同的道路, 但我们不会忘了为彼此加油.
感觉到你在这条道路累了, 慢慢地已经失去了动力.

只能对你说....

终点虽说重要, 但过程更重要.
记得要享受过程, 比任何事更重要.
有了过程才有记忆, 开心或伤心, 都是能让你成长的理由.
难免会在过程中迷路, 不要怕, 因为很多人也是.
人生旅程中难免会迷路, 因为迷路了, 必须寻找出路.
寻找出路的过程, 你更认识了自己, 更了解了自己, 更清楚自己要的是什么.
所以说过程是最珍贵的. 因为更了解了自己又得到了珍贵的记忆.

记得,你女儿也就是我,会为你加油! 如果迷路了,请放心, 我会带着指南针找你!

2009-12-19T15:31:00.002+08:00

《Breathe again》

Have you wondered how
it feels when it's all over,
wonnder how it feels
when you just have to start a new,
never knowing where you're
going way when you face a brand new day,
it used to be that way,
now I just close my eyes and say

I just wanna breathe again
,learn to face the joy and pain,
discover how to laugh a little,
cry a little,
live a little more,

I just wanna face the day,
forget about the worlds of yesterday,
maybe if I hope a little,
try a little more,
I'll breathe again

starting out again is never easy,
disappointments come
and go but life still moves on,
with a bit of luck.
It's a brand new start,
that might just work
my way,no need to walk away,
don't wanna live on life replay,

I just wanna breathe again
,learn to face the joy and pain,
discover how to laugh a little,
cry a little,
live a little more,

I just wanna face the day,
forget about the worlds
of yesterday,
maybe if I hope a little,
try a little more,
I'll breathe again

things will work out fine ,
if you can find the courage
to look past the night,
to see the break of dawn.

I just wanna breathe again,
learn to face the joy and pain,
discover how to laugh a little,
cry a little,
live a little more,

I just wanna face the day,
forget about the worlds of yesterday,
maybe if I hope a little,
try a little more,
I'll breathe again

Chicken Poxs

2009-12-17T15:43:00.002+08:00

Thanks to all my friends for their care n concern...

Esp those reminders "NOT TO SCRATCH"

It's really very hard to resist!! Esp late at night, u are awake becos of the itch.

Haiz.

The medicine for Itch doesn't really works. It only cause me drowsiness.

Eyes closed but still feel like scratching.

I even cut my nails to SUPER DUPER short la.. majiam no nails.. (haiz, how to apply nail polish for my cousin wedding)

No choice, i think my face got 2 of the poxs kena destroy while sleeping.. ARRGGHHH...

Disfigured already la.. Normal days already not pretty.. haiz...

WHO INVENTED POXS IN THE FIRST PLACE!!

EU*V)#(_@#(+#@)#

Anyway, this script makes my day.. Super funni la.....

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40 DAYS OF CHICKEN POX

Cast: Tan Su Hua as Chicken pox girl

STORYLINE

14^th December 2009 DAY 0 (peace before the STORM!)

Miss Tan Su Hua was complaining that she is not feeling well after attending 2 birthdays in ONE NIGHT!!! The very responsible girl still went to work nonetheless. This is where the story starts…!

15^th December 2009 DAY 1

Was praying that she wouldn’t kena IT, but obviously, GOD was SLEEPING! That’s why her prayers hadn’t been answered. Spotted 2 SPOTS on her face and arm, neck and ear area got lump and swollen, together with a slight FEVER! Went to the doctor and the conversation as follows:

Dr Gan: Yes?

Girl: Doctor ah, I got 2 spots on my face n arms, neck swollen, and got fever, I think I have IT.

Dr Gan change face immediately, PEEKED at her spots, wrote some prescription and chased her away!

This Dr Gan is damn epic. See her machiam see ghost like that.

So this is how she found out she had…..CHICKEN POX!

16^TH December 2009 DAY 2

Obviously stoning at home doing nothing. The very KIND wangliang smsed her how was it going. Complain as usual not being able to go out la..BEST THING is that she couldn’t eat some sensitive but DELICIOUS food for like 40 DAYS! KIND wangliang recommended CALAMINE lotion to ease the itch, but suaned her that she is going to miss XIAO LONG BAO at HOLLAND VILLAGE, gonna miss CLASS GATHERING at god knows where. Really is WHAT A WAY TO CONCLUDE HER 2009! ^^

17^th December 2009 DAY 3

ITCHY as usual, stoning as before..The very KIND wangliang greeted her with ‘chikenpoxgirl@hotmail.com’(LMAO). KIND wangliang was very surprised to know that she can use 2 BOTTLES of CALAMINE lotion in 3 DAYS! Think she treat is as body lotion and use.(LMAO again). KIND wangliang also don’t know why he ended up writing this rubbish for her. But anyway, here is it!!!! Wahahah!

Author’s note:

I think I had created a blog post for u -.-‘’ go and edit it and u can copy paste to your blog already. (LAMO again and again) I think im really too free!! SHIT

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I asked him to continue writing.. but he suggested to put into slides.. HAHA..

I got another 37days to go...Tsk tsk...

Hungry now.. Gotta eat my plain porridge..

2009-12-16T11:55:00.003+08:00

It was actually a very HAPPENING month..
With lots of birthdays, gatherings, dinners!!
But NOT ANYMORE...

NO NO NONOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

It all started on Sunday....
I slept at 8plus..body was burning HOT while trying to sleep..
Headache (for ppl who know me well, I NEVER have headache before) on Monday while working.. Thanks to my co-ordinator's massage.. I felt better.

N on tue!! i saw one pathetic red spot with bubble on my arm.. den face.. den...
ARRGGHHH...

At 730pm, I was confirmed by doc that I had CHICKEN POXS *screams*
The moment i stepped into the room, I told the doctor, "Dr Gan ah, my neck n ear area got lumps n swollen (his expression was smiling - cos I just visited him few weeks back la) n hor, I tink I got chicken poxs!"
Then his expression changed! "Where where?!"
I showed him a few spots.. Then he only peeked la... N he confirmed it's chicken poxs... DAMM..
Wrote afew medicines n MC n asked me to return on Sun for review.. That's it..
Majiam chasing me out!! HAHA..

It cost me $88.. $$$$ flew again...

In case, u're wondering if I had that before? The ans is "Nope, I didn't have!!!"
yes yes, having it at such a old age.. Whatever shit la..
So many times when I was surrounded by my friends n relatives when they were having chicken poxs, BUT I just won't get it..
Haiz..

Now out of a sudden, I got it.. Very very RANDOMLY..
HAIZ...

I have No MORE Medical leave and Annual leave entitlement.. That means I m on UNPAID leave.. $$$$ flew again... can buy I phone sia.. ARRGHHH
So stupid n lame rite? On Unpaid leave due to Chicken poxs.. JOKE of the Yr.
Haiz.

Now that I wanna it to recover by Sun, i have to refrain myself from eating ALOT of food:
Cucumbers, Seafood, Chicken (including eggs), food that contain BEANs (including tofu - n i ate that yest!!), Black soya sauce, all those fried n heaty food....

OMG...

Refrain for 40days la.. WTH.. Might as well KILL ME..
Haiz...

Buffet dinner with dept will be missed..
Gatherings n Dinners too.... HAIZ...

What a 2009 I had..
I thought it was a wonderful yr..
But turns out, burn a big hole in my pocket $$$$

It's really Dieting session again la.. Confirm plus chop will get slim. HAHA..
By CNY, I will eat WHATEVER I WANNA.. ARRGGHHH..

40days.... so hard la...
Food are just too delicious to resist.....

Anyway, i can use this time to upload my long overdued pics... N post more enteries.. So long since I blogged..
My birthday, Mummy's birthday, Ping's Birthday... So many birthdays this yr...
Haiz...
*STOP scratching*

2009-12-01T22:40:00.002+08:00

It should be a piece of good news to me.. But..
I didn't feel happy or relieved upon knowing that..
What happened?

Maybe I shouldn't speak to her first..
Maybe I should just leave...
Maybe... Maybe..

Everything is so uncertain.. Yet, I have to make a decision..
DAMM.

It would be best if everything just ends like that..
At a moment where everything ends at a beautiful full-stopped.

I LOVE U GUYS!!

2009-11-15T22:03:00.002+08:00

Party is over...
It was a memorable one.
Thanks to the great company of friends I had..

I had a great 21st. Ever.
Once in a lifetime. Indeed.
It was wonderful.

Thank you X million times...
Love ALL of friends so so so much.
MUACKS!!

My Sec schl friends..
Wilson, Alex, Layteng, Jingmin, Xinyi, Ping, Shaoting, Cherie, Joyce, Angeline, Hui Shien, Liying, Damian, Tim..
Poly friends...
Weiming, Pei Shan, Ruben, Alex, Yuanlong, Zaiwei, Jeremy, Shuan + gf, Suhardi, Shah, Zaiwei, Kaijie, Alistair, Gowri, Faz, Leo, Clarence, Sebas, Marcus, Raymond, Aldric, Nat, Viven...Weijie...

They call themselves.. Neighbours..
Wangliang, LYP, Aug, Zheang, Zhi wei, Ee Woon, Raymond, Arnold, Jialiang, Teck Hui..
OMG.. They had been such angels to me.. Esp them, contributed so much help for the past few days.. So blessed..

Thank you to all my friends.. U know how much I love u guys..
MUACKS.

N olso my sis, mum n cousins...
LOVE them so much..

I cried twice for my 21st.
That's enough for the memories.

2009-11-13T01:38:00.008+08:00

OMG OMG!! I m NOW 21yrs old!!
Legal to gamble n watch R21.
Well, doesn't really makes any differences.. OOPS...

Anyway, everything went super smooth today!!
I got to leave work early..
Went accordingly to what was planned for me..
Except I was too KPO about what's happening around them.. OOPS..
they had so much difficulties to keep me in secret.. HAHA

N well, i really got shocked.
Touched. N I cried. Instantly.
I m sure that's the tears of joy.
I wasn't expect anything at all.
I didn't know they planned it.
N they did it.

Thankful to know them.
Secondary. Poly.
Some were not even same class/course with me.
Super touched.
From strangers to friends. To what we are now.
Thank you.
No other words can describe my feelings.
I love u all so so much.. I m thankful to have u guys as my friends...

Gal, thanks for the effort. I know its hard to keep me in dark. Thank u. =)
LYP, wl n zh...thanks for everything!! It wasn't easy to keep me away from knowing.. Since I was so KPO.. HAHA.. Thank you.
Aug n TW.. Thanks for the effort n ran to my house.. Thank you for everything =)
Mummy!!! OMG!! Thank u once again.. for the blog entry n this trip to my house.. U know i love u so much =)
Ping n Hui.. THANK U!! for the effort to travel =) love both of u so much =)

I had a GREAT day!! Memorable one ...
Pics speak a thousand words....

Thanks for the effort!!

Thanks gals for the trip n time spent!! Appreciated =)

Thanks for the surprised =)
Love ya!!

2009-11-11T23:57:00.004+08:00

My last entry before I turn 21 =(
Work ot again.. sounds pathetic hur?
But well, I just pray tml have lesser work (which is impossible)

After that, no where to head to...
What a day.....

Oh ya, my colleagues celebrated for me today!!
Supposed to be sabo-ed by them.. Heard that they planned for long time..
This few days kept scaring me.. asking me bring extra clothes n everything.. LAUGHS..

But well, look at my expression below

the process was funni.. the AIM was to scare me!!
BUT in e end, i scared HIM!! HAHA

The expression was priceless..

The cake i had...

N the made card by my colleague =) love her so much...
N of cos.. their wishes n gift...

N this is when I begins my new chapter of life...
Here it goes....

2009-11-10T23:47:00.002+08:00

No mood. SUPER DUPER low..
Got irritated by those comments which normally I shd be able to take it.. But not today..
Blame to my PMS or whatsoever...

How I wish my face can recover in a day..
How I wish no one will say sorry again..

HATE IT!!

2009-11-09T23:33:00.001+08:00

Should end with this song.....

倒數

2009-11-09T23:04:00.002+08:00

Oh great..
It's not very nice that everyone is snatching to take leave..
But well, let's pray hard that i can go off as planned..
Because I really feel bad to see my friends on leave and play game at home.
*cross fingers*

Everything settled i guess..
Just hope everyone able to turn up.. Don't wish to hear anymore sorry n etc..

2009-11-01T21:57:00.007+08:00

Great wkend spent.
After one wk of camping at home, i finally got release...
Muahaha..

Happy to receive Wilson n Ting's sms =)

N i got to meet my fav gal again *whee*
I just love her. Esp her complexion.
*haiz*

Went around to shop for the present n cake.
Ms Ou chose a cake that I don't think people will like it.
N it's true. HAHA.

Went to meet the rest at FishnCo.

Mr YN. Nv met him since poly yr 2?
But he's a nice guy. Sometimes abit fierce. HAHA

My fav friend since sec..
He never fails to put a smile everytime I see him...
He never fails to light up my moody day.
Thank you my friend.
Eventhough we seldom meet, but still...
=)

2 birthday boys...

The birthday cake.

Poor boy.
Laughs.

The people =)
Great meeting them..
All from different classes..n it's just so amazing.
Hope to see them again..

Left them n meet with ping..
N VIP: LEO!!

Me n Ping.
Ping had a tiring day!! After her schl...

Future designer!!!
HAHA
Cool rite?
It's been ages since we met..

Glad we met up.. Chat till late...
N we shall meet again next 2wks =)

Next up, Halloween Birthday party!!
Hui Shien's 21st =)

VIP: TRACY!!! *screams*
It's been ages since she appear!!

Glad that she made the effort to come down.
We had a great time catching up.

Thanks to Mr Damian.. For the ride..
Owe me chili crabs.. LOL

Witch.. mUAHAHA

The people who dresses up!!
Cool rite/!!

We waited for the Cutting Cake Session!!

Thanks gal for the invitation!
Hope u like the presents..
N see u SOON!

Went for movie next...."Love Happens"
=)

The gals =)

The guys.
If u want know a gal, just point the middle finger at her. LOL.

The guys...N we never watch SISTER KEEPERS!!
DAMM.

My outfit!!
I never dress like this before@!!!
Shd out something else next time.

OH SHIT.. I HAVE TO WORK TML.
5days just GONE so fast.
DAMM.
I haven read my books... watch my drama... Decorate my guest book...
Plan my stuff...
ARRGGHHH

2009-10-28T23:38:00.002+08:00

只能说真的有被感动。。
虽然说只是简单的问候，但却是发自内心的。。
最真诚。

也许，这对你而言没什么。。
但是，我真的很感动。

好久没有不自不觉地笑了。
谢谢，你们。。。。
让我 realise 被人疼爱和关爱的感觉,
超爽的。。。oopsssss

2009-10-27T11:57:00.000+08:00

画沙 - 周杰伦袁咏琳

2009-10-26T18:16:00.009+08:00

Finally, it's time for me to keep my mouth shut.
LOL.

It's like a yearly event for me.
Still remember it also happens during last yr.

Surgery:

The dentist have to saw my tooth into 2pieces.
N luckily it was saw-ed nicely into 2.
I already forgotten how many injections she injected into my mouth.
Zzzzzz.

My $$$ gone again. This time round is $550.
Really eating grass.
Haiz.
Maybe can't even afford to eat grass.
Laughs.

Next was medications:

5packs.

No alcohol!!
HAHA.
Only porridge. =(

Really can go on diet.
I m so hungry again.

My friends were super sweet la.
Ask me to watch them eat. Smell n see the food since I can't eat.
*Curse*

Same pose!!!!

N yest, i was fed with lots of food.
Majiam I dying the following day,
HAHAHA

Madness.

Oh ya, did I mention.. the cleaner at my office commented that my colleague and I don't look like Singaporeans!!
Initially, we thought it's because the accent we spoke (due to another colleague was a Malaysian)
BUT NO NO NO!!
She told us, our LOOKS!! We have the Malaysians look. OMG.
Kill me. (no offense for those Malaysians)

*Sad*

But I realize I look like CHINA gal!!!

Jialat. I really look like China gal.
HAIz.
Time for some sun tan.

2009-10-25T18:40:00.002+08:00

I am super duper hungry now!!
LYP n WL =(

*faints*
I want dinner.

Oh ya, time to remove my teeth again.
Haiz.
I wonder how many times must I visit my dentist.
It's not cheap at ALL! *screams*

Visiting the dentist = Waste $$
= Can't talk
= Can't eat
= Face swollen

Haiz. Enough of them.
Shall enjoy my last dinner.
HAHA.
For the week.

Update later =)

2009-10-24T02:28:00.002+08:00

I guess u or u may heard this song before...
But it was published in the newspapers yest.

这是一位１７岁少女的创作。
不知道这个女孩的名字，但是能确认的是这个女孩已经离世。

最后一次

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
先走了去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出等不到天亮
所有回忆抹去却并不容易
生死由天决定不要太伤心
在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我永远爱你。

2009-10-19T23:46:00.003+08:00

Time to buy lottery?
Any kind soul want help me to queue?
HAHAHA.

Enough of my nonsense.
4more days. WHEEEEEEEEEEE

No programme this week.
Guess it's diet time =)

Kept hearing this song for the past few days.
Nice song!!

2009-10-19T00:00:00.008+08:00

I just feel damm #$%*)_$#(%_$
Blame it on my diarrhea. Blame it on I have too much sleep. Blame it on whatsoever.

I just don't understand what's wrong with her when I want the best for her.
E*U%)$#%_B$%^B$

U tell me, What if U get sponsored for a trip overseas.
What's your reaction?
HAPPY right!!

But I don't know why it ended up in a quarrel.
N I just realized I don't have the habit to go somewhere alone after a quarrel.
I just kept quiet n shut myself up.
Whatever. Maybe I shall do it next time. Shut my phone n go missing.

I miss my friends.
Poly friends.
Sec friends.
All my friends.

It's rare for us to get together.

It's even rare to see all the girls together.

I miss chatting with them.

I miss all his jokes n chats.
I m glad that he came. It's been at least 1yr since we met.
I'm glad we are able to chat n joke like past.
Because, friends will grew apart.
But true friends will never.

This applies to her too.
Even though, we seldom meet up. We still have lots n lots of things to chat on.
Maybe it's her character to chat with anyone.
But, it's the connection n love we have =)
Love her so much.
I hope she love the little gift for her.

*loves*

2009-10-17T02:27:00.002+08:00

I overheard their conversation during my bus trip home...
TV mobile was reporting news... N this person rolled and fell into the track..
First reaction from me was: OMG

2 guys were sitting behind me. See the following for the reactions:
Guy number 1: WTF
Guy number 2: Aiya is like that one la. He sure die till very jialat.
My reaction: What kind of comment was that from guy number 2?

They continued....
Guy number 1: The train just drove over him so quickly!
Guy number 2: Aiya the driver sure sleeping..
My reaction: WTH

Tsk tsk... I have no comments at all...

2009-10-15T23:48:00.002+08:00

Great. Happy.

Checked my email during lunch time, n I received the email I longed for =)
Was in shocked state. Don't know who to share with.
HAHA.

Anyway, still want say BIG thank you to all my friends, cousins, sisssss for wishing me luck.
Guess, their luck really pulls me through. HAHA.

Another shocked. Book tickets for May. N I just realized exams might be on that week.
Oh great. *pray that the date for exams can be postponed*
if not, haiz.

That's all for my shocking news. LOL.
N people, it's FRIDAY. WOOHOO.

2009-10-14T23:42:00.004+08:00

Had a tiring day. Went to help up in cleaning..
I bet my mum will kill me if I tell her, i went to help my colleague to clean her house.
HAHA.. I didn't even bother to clean my room. OOPSS.

Anyway, had a full prata dinner.. TSK TSK.. After 3oo calories i burnt the day before and the cleaning calories burnt.. I bet I gained back what I burnt.
WTH!!
HAIZ.

Guess who I saw on my way home?
The newly wed couple =)
WL n LYP. HAHAHA
Romantic sia. They went swimming together.. LOL.
(They sure kill me after seeing this post)
Anyway, they are loving la.. LOL.

Back home, was happily talking with my mum n sis.
In e end, quarrel. #)%(**@#(%_@#
I just wanted the best for her. N yet, she just threw me the usual answer that make me so DL.
DAMM... Stop giving me the same old reason. I want the best for u n yet, u didn't even bother to give urself a chance to try.
GET LOST. I don't wish to talk to u for now.

After that, my idiotic sis (at times, but i still love her)... Oh ya, side track abit..
I called her in the late afternoon (intention was to disturb her since I was falling aslp during work)
This was our conversation:
Me: Hi, m I speak to Ms Tan
Sis: I m sorry, u called the wrong number. (Mi thinking, WTH! Haven even tell u the motive behind the call, u already trying to shut me)
Me: Erm, I m calling from DHL
Sis: Huh, DHL? Sorry wrong number (Me thinking, u confirm dont know what is DHL lo. The ipod i paid will deliver by DHL leh)
Me: Huh, DHL!! Do u still wanna ur ipod?!!
Sis: DHL? (asking her frien beside her) AH!! i want!! Where is it?!
Me: WAH LAU, DHL also dont know, how to collect your ipod.
Sis: So where is it? reach our hus?
Me: Erm, haven leh.
Sis: So u called me for what? (she's guessing i called for fun)
Me: hehehe.. nth la..
Sis: SO U CALLED ME FOR FUN..
Me: HAHAHA.. Ya la.. i veri sleepy..
Sis was cursing n swearing at me..

Well, i shared with my colleague about our conversation and she doubt that I m the elder sis.. Simply becos, I m so childish, calling n disturb my sis for fun. HAHAHA..
Well, I love her leh.. HAHAHAHA

Okie, back to the topic on idiotic sis... She showed me her new toy!!

After our conversation, this ipod really arrive today late at night!!!
She was overjoyed and hide it... I didn't even know till she showed me.
Tsk tsk.. I demanded the money back since I m not able to use..
Haiz.

Initially, it was what I wanted.. But now, I paid n its hers.. BUT I WANT HER TO PAY ME.
I damm broke now... Head cracking for money.. TSK TSK..

Ok. Finish grumbling. Need to slp now.
It's thursday =)
N friday.. N WKENDS is coming. Oh baby, I m loving it. LOL